No Where to go but up ( hawks x reader)

chapter 15

Y/n pov

I sit in the middle of a white void. But somthing is different this time. Red smoke filled the whole area.

I coughed as I stand up trying to see somthing, anything.

The last thing I remember is seeing Keigo crying. That must mean I'm dead. Will I have to be here forever?

I tried waving the smoke away,but nothing worked.

Wait.....

I have my wings. I smile looking back to see my large red and black wings. At least I have these back. I flap them around seeing if I have any pain. Nothing.... they are all healed feeling better then before. As I flap my wings the smoke starts to disappear. I flap them more trying to get more of the smoke to go away.

Soon enough the smoke was gone and I'm greeted with a crying Keigo. My mood changes with a snap of a finger I go to run to him but I'm stopped. It's like there is a wall between us. I hit the invisible force keeping us apart.

" I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I love you y/n." He cried

" KEIGO IM RIGHT HERE!" I yelled hitting the wall more. But nothing,nothing happen.

" I'm sorry y/n" he whispered.

" no.no NO Keigo its not your fault! Please hear me!" I yelled tears prickling my eyes.

" he cant hear you." A little girl said. I turned around to see a younge version of myself.

" what's going on?" I asked looking down at me. I looked down at the hopful little girl I used to be. Full of life, and pride.

" your dead, and your seeing what means the most to you. I never thought it would be a boy." The little girl spoke looking at the crying Keigo hovering over my body.

" w..wait is this happening right niw?" I looked down at her.

" no that was yesterday. Today they are going to cut you open. To see what's wrong with you." She started walking the other way. I glanced at kwigo then started to walk after her.

" how do you know all of this?"

" a little birdie told me. Mommy told me a secret to." She smiled.

" w..what did she say?" I asked as she stopped walking. And two chairs apreaing confront of me.

" ask her yourself. Mommy misses you." With that she was gone and my mother was sitting in one if the chairs with a smile on her face.

I went over and sat down across from her.

" mom?" I whimpered looking at her.

" hey hunny.  I'm afraid you have another decision to make. A couple acutely. " she said grabbing my hand. I give her hand a soft squeeze.

" w..what is it? What's going on?"

" I'm the one asking questions. Do you love him?" She asked with a soft smile.

" of course I do, he's the best thing that happen to me."

" if you could would you go back to him? Or stay with me?" He hold on my hand got tighter. Not to tight to be uncomfortable.

I have no clue what's going on, but I'm going to go with it.

" I love you, but I need Keigo. He's my rock, my everything. I miss him so much." Tears started to slowly fall from my eyes.

" would you give up your wings for him? Would you want to remember?" She let go of my hand and stood up going behind me. She starts to stroke my hair.

" yes I would give up my wings for him. I dont need them to be happy. I need him. And I would want to remember. I would never want to forget him and the things we shared. Mom I love him!" I cried as she stroked my hair.

" your lucky to have such a powerful angle by your side dear. Your so lucky to be gifted with this quirk. These things can be possible if you want it enough. I will miss you, but I understand the need for love. All you have to do is wish." She whispered the last part and she was gone.

" m..mom?" I looked around the whole void. Until a ball of black smoke caught my eye. It was in the middle of this void swirling around. The smoke moved inside of the ball.

I  feel like I need to touch it.

" pl...please I want to be with Keigo." I cried as I walked to the ball of smoke.

Keigo POV

" HAWKS  COME HERE!" I heard the doctor scream from down the hall. I ran to him and he pulled me into the emty hallway.

" what , what's wrong?" I shouted looking at him full of worry.

" she just burnt into ash! We where getting ready to begin. But she burn into ash." His voice cracked. He looks so pale and scared.

" w..what! What dose that mean!" I grabbed his shoulders.

" i..I dont know."

Y/n pov

I touched the ball of smoke and the void started cracking. Peices of it started to grumble and fall but they diddnt stop falling. I looked around so scared.  Just then the floor came out from under me and I started falling. I scream as I fell. I looked up to see a bright red light.
" my wings!"

I flapped them so hard trying to stop falling. I shot up and got closer and closer to the red light. I dont know what's going on. But I know I want to see Keigo. As I flew to the light my clothing had changed. I was now wearing black combat boots. With red skinny Jean's. My shirt was black and all cut up. But it looked good, and like it was ment to be like that.

I shit straight into the light. Everything went white.

I groan as I hit my head on somthing making a loud banging sound. I look up to see a ceiling.

am I back?

My wings went to back as I landed on the floor of the room. The room was white and full of nurses who looked so scared. A couple of the nurses ran away while others staired in awe.

" what's going on?" I ask rubbing my head.

They diddnt answer just ran away out of the room. I looked around and diddnt see anymore people. I dont care about what happen. I need Keigo right now.  I looked down to see I'm wearing the cholths that changed when I was in that weird void. I take a couple steps seeing if my legs worked.
Everything seemed fine. It's like I'm born again. Brand new.

Just then the door shot open with a bang from it hitting the wall.