Jesse's Girl (COMPLETE)

Chapter 35

* Jesse *

'What the fuck is wrong with you?'' I shouted at Sienna as I quickly threw on a pair of black ripped jeans and a tight white tee, all the while I continued to dial Catherine's phone over and over and over, praying that she would answer.

'Don't know what you mean Bear' Sienna replied with a smug smile, her still half dressed body was leaning against my bedroom door.

'I told you never to fucking call me that... and for fucks same put on some damn clothes' I snarled as I stormed past her searching for my keys.

'Come on Jesse Bear, if you didn't still have feelings for me then why do you still have a picture of us together hanging up on your wall for all the world see' she continued on conceitedly.

I can't believe that at one point in my life I thought I had actually loved the girl standing in front of me. I know now it was nothing more then lust.

Sienna was a lying, cheating manipulative bitch. When I found out she had cheated on me, not once but on multiple fucking occasions I had quickly dumped her ass. Sadly that wasn't the end of things as the crazy bitch cornered me at a party where I had spent the night getting drunk, trying to forget about her betrayal. The next morning I woke up naked with her equally naked body draped over mine, once I realised how badly I had fucked up by sleeping with her again I hightailed it out of there.

I thought I was free and clear of her crazy ass drama when a month later she turned up at my house crying, telling me she was pregnant and how that night of the party I was so drunk I'd forgotten a condom. The lying bitch even had the balls to show me a positive pregnancy test, one I'd later found out she had bought from a pregnant junkie that lived on my block.

I had thought the next few weeks of my life were hell, I was too young to be a father, I didn't know the first thing about being a parent. However as time went by I started to grow attached to the life growing inside Sienna, even if I detested her with every fibre of my being.

The hell of those couple of weeks couldn't even compare to the day I found out it was nothing more then sadistic lies that had spewed from Sienna's mouth. Everything she had said and done had been nothing but complete and utter bullshit.

*** Flashback ***

I found myself sitting at the cemetery, drinking a beer as I talked to the tombstone that stood tall at my father's gravesite.

'Fuck dad... I don't know how things got so fucking messed up' I sighed as I took another sip of my beer.

'I hate Sienna... Dad I can't even stand to be in the same room as her. But that baby... that baby dad is mine and I want to be the same kind of father to my kid as you were to me you know' I continued on as I bought the beer bottle back to my lips, a deep sigh leaving my body as the weight of everything going on continued to press down upon me.

From the moment Sienna told me I was going to be a father I had felt like my life was spiralling out of control. I had even planned to give up the one true passion of my life, give up my football dreams to get a real job so that I could support my child. After yet another sleepless night I decided I needed to talk to my dad, even though he never spoke back just talking to him always seemed to help.

'Dad... fuck... fuck I wish you were here' I sighed glancing down at his tombstone one last time as I lovingly cleared the few weeds that had started to grow.

'I miss you old man' I whispered before pouring the rest of my drink over his grave, placing a kiss to my finger tips before I placed them across his name.