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Selfish┊Nozel Silva

❛ NOZEL SILVA ❜
I always knew that you were too damn selfish, don't know why I looked the other way.

REQUESTED BY: Lilmaranges. Thanks you!!

It was already three in the morning and the right side of your bed is still empty. Nozel Silva's working his butt on his paperwork, again. These past few months, he's getting no sleep at all and you're starting to worry about his health. Of course, you're missing him. His cuddles, his touch, everything. But rolling your eyes, you remembered all of those were forced. Like, you need to finish one of his orders first before he kisses you on the cheeks.

You sighed as you wore your slippers, bringing a pillow and a blanket with you. You need to stop your boyfriend with whatever he's doing right now. Knocking on his door three times, you hear no answer so you just decided to barge in. You saw Nozel on his desk, hair very messy, and dark circles were under his eyes yet he's still writing something on such a thick pile of papers.

"What the hell is your problem again?"

Irritation is painted on his voice but you still chose to put up a smile and be a little bit clingy. Giving him a back hug, he shrugged.

"I'm busy, Y/N. Let go."

"You need to sleep too, you know?"

You put the blanket on his shoulders but he just took it off and let it fall on the ground, making your heartache. He's always like that, treating you like his assistant, not a girlfriend anymore. You know it, you can see and feel it but you chose to put a blind eye. You love Nozel Silva so much and it doesn't matter if he's always raising his voice on you. If he's always putting his work before you.

But not anymore. It's starting to hit you.

"Nozel, try thinking about your health sometimes. You're not getting enough sleep—"

Slamming his fists on the table, he looked up to you. "Can you shut your damn mouth? I'm working!"

Blinking twice, those words hit a nerve in you. "Nozel! I'm just worried about you! How dare you raise your voice on me like that?"

"Do I look like I need your care? What am I, three? You're not my mother, Y/N, fuck off."

Fuck— 

You gave out a sarcastic laugh but tears are starting to fall on your eyes. It didn't move him though, for him, you're just being dramatic. In the end, he thought if he's going to apologize, you're still back on your usual self, tailing him everywhere. Giving him everything he needs. But you made up your mind. You're sick of this.

Sick of him, sick of this stupid relationship.

"Look at you, you're being selfish!"

"You're the one being selfish, Y/N! You're just thinking about yourself, wanting kisses, hugs, cuddles, and all. Dammit, I have so much work, can't you see?!"

Your whole body froze. He's wrong. He misunderstood you. You just want the best for him, it's not because you just need attention. Yes, you need that too but you're putting it aside, knowing the situation he's in, and all you care for now is his health. But how dare he to spit those words at you?!