"I'm sorry." Tendou said while looking down at the sand.
"For what? Tendou what's wrong? Please tell me." Ushijima said, he's starting to worry.
Tendou looked at him. "I got scared."
"Of what?"
"That one day you will end up leaving me." Tendou paused and Ushijima stared at him, confused.
"I will never."
"But what if? Wakatoshi-kun, I saw how you look at the video and earlier, I saw how you held the little girl so carefully. I got scared and insecurity got in me. What if one day you will realize that you want to have a family? What if you get bored of me? what if one day you wake up and think that you want to have your own child? " Tendou babbled as tears start to flow down his cheeks. "What if one d--"
Ushijima immediately pulled him into a hug."I'm sorry, I'm sorry for making you feel that way." He said, he cupped Tendou's face and wiped the tears on his face using his thumbs.
"That will never happen. I would never leave you Satori."
"I can't give you a child." Tendou is still crying.
Ushijima smiled. "I know and it's okay." He leaned forward until their foreheads touched. "So please stop crying because I can't handle to see you cry my cinnamon." he said, kissing his forehead.
"But what about having a family?"
"There are many ways if we want to have our child,we can adopt, and please don't ever think about me leaving you just because you can't bear our child. I would never leave you because of that reason. I spent months trying to find you and getting you back, why would I ever leave you?" He chuckled.
At this time, Tendou already stopped crying. He wiped his nose and looked at Ushijima who still got his arms wrapped around his waist.
"You finally stopped crying." He smiled. "I didn't knew that you felt that way, I'm sorry for not noticing it,but don't worry okay? I love you and you're the only person for me. So if I want to have a family I want it to be with you." Ushijima said and kissed Tendou's eyeslids that are still wet from the tears.
Tendou smiled and hugged him. "I'm sorry for being like this."
Ushijima looked at him and gently squeezed Tendou's face. "Your worries and feelings are always valid my cinnamon, you don't have to say sorry because you felt that way. I understand. So please, if you have something on your mind, please tell me, yeah?"
"Okay. I will, I promise." Tendou leaned closer and kissed Ushijima.
They both smiled at each other and then Ushijima hugged him again. Glad that we're okay now.
They stayed at there for almost 15 minutes, staring at the stars, enjoying the breeze from the sea, and also they would kiss occasionally. Then they decided to go back to the group. When they're already back, everyone stared at them.
"Hey. We're back." Both Ushijima and Tendou said.
"It looks like they're okay now." Semi whispered to Shirabu and he nodded.
"Tendou-san cried." Goshiki whispered to Akakura.
Soekawa smiled. "I'm glad you guys reconciled now. We got so worried."
"I'm sorry for making everyone worry."Tendou apologized.
Semi got up and hold his beer. "It's okay, since they already made up now let's drink!"
"Cheers!" Everyone said, raising their bottles together.
It's already one in the morning when they went back to their rooms, staggering and trying to walk properly. Semi is already carrying drunk Shirabu . Ohira and Soekawa are assisting their other juniors while Ushijima is assisting his boyfriend. All of them got pretty wasted.
YOU ARE READING
YOU (UshiTen fanfic)
Fiksi PenggemarBook 2 of Paper Hearts : After almost a year of being away, Tendou went back to Japan and decided to show up in front of Ushijima. How will Ushijima react when he sees the person he's been looking for? Will their relationship bloom into something...