What was she holding when she couldn't sleep at night?
What was she thinking when she forced her tears to come back in her eyes?
What was she screaming when her mind can't even clear what's right?
What was she still hoping when she's already drowned in the sea of lies?
Did she know what's going to happen for tomorrow?
Or did she just expect she could save whatever has been left behind?
Is her strength enough for her to survive alone as she stoops so low,
Or was she already weak enough and has nothing left but to hide?
Life for her is full of bloodshed and dried tears,
Like a mother who died before even cuddling the babe inside her womb,
The yet to be discovered lies are what she's been struggling all these years,
Will she wait for the flower that was yet to bloom?
The moment she knew that she was deceived,
Of the people, she trusted, but were full of hypocrisy,
Will she still welcome them with a loving embrace despite the deed?
Or will she put on a mask for her tears to be left unseen?
She never knew what to grasp of everything she witnessed,
The lives of others that were also struck by lightning are shattered,
What will she do then if she couldn't even tell that her life was blessed?
Will she desperately cling for something that never even mattered?
Can someone tell her what life is then?
When she needs to force a smile throughout the day and silently cry at night,
When she needs to move forward even though the hurt in her feet would never lessen,
When she needs to stand up, even though the skies have stolen all of her might.
Is she the one who should embrace or be embraced?
Will she continue to live or simply end it with a knife?
Will she give up or continue life with a fight?
Or are the questions in her mind will all be answered?
When she finally decided to set foot and continue with her own daily life.
Did you also have the moment in your life when your mind is just full of questions that even you couldn't answer?
Did you ever experience not knowing what to do in life as if you have already wasted your strength?
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A Piece in My Heart
Şiir"A heart that contains feelings that are left unsaid so it took a pen to cry it all out"
