TW ! sexual harassment, domestic violence, basically a shitty chapter so hold on tight
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❝ I hate the little things
like when I'm unaware
I still remember how we
broke so perfectly ❞ʚ♡ɞ
Everything changed and went downhill when that day came.
When my father, my only parents and only immediate family that I have, became ill. I was devastated that day when I found out he has heart disease and had been hiding it from me for awhile.
I only found out the day of his heart failure and where he also passed out at the same day.
But the problem doesn't just end there. Our hospital bill was too high and it was hard to pay them back because the insurance only covered not even half of it. Although my dad's job helped pay a bit of it which is included in his benefits, it was still not enough. Thank goodness some of my relatives and even my friends and Chan helped me pay for dad's funeral services but that was it.
I was a 19 year-old girl who didn't know what to do. I was in college and just started as a trainee. I was also renting an apartment that time and was forced to leave there because I couldn't handle paying the hospital bills while also paying for my tuition. So, I had to give up something.
I know that I'm not that rich but I was still treated like a princess. But when everything gone wrong, I wasn't a princess no more. I was only just a girl who is struggling.
So, I was forced to earn some cash. I started of by working part time jobs like working at my university's library, as a waitress, and even tried to become a house cleaner. Although it was all still not enough.
One day, I was offered a job. But this job is not just any kind of job: a sex worker. I was offered mainly because I had a beautiful, petite body shape, pretty, and I'm also in my legal age and young.
But I denied that offer and decided to keep my dignity. But it just got harder as time goes by.
My company, where I was training at, found out that I wasn't attending regularly in trainings like I normally would. Of course, it was natural for them to call me and check up on me.
Everything happened so fast, that I just found myself in the CEO's office. At first, it was casual talk.
But then, he got too sexual.
"You are a talented girl, Chaeyoung. I can see that and I don't want it to go to waste."
That's what he said. Although the quote seemed harmless, the next thing he did was pretty traumatic.
He touched me. He touched my legs. And my womanhood. And kissed me on the cheek.
I immediately reacted and went away from him in fear and left his office.
The next day I was unable to tell anyone about what happened. Not even my closest friends. I was too afraid to speak up. And I also have no evidence to point against him for sexual harassment.
But what surprised me the next day was the CEO not being mad at me for my treatment against him yesterday. And that I found out that I will be debuting.
I was shocked and confused, at the same time happy. I called Chan to talk because I want to tell him in person. So, I said he should come over by my house to tell him the news.
I got home with a very big smile on my face and ready to say the good news. Only to be welcomed with a furious boyfriend.
That's when I realize the anger from his face. The contact information and flyer from the people who once offered me to be a sex worker, in which I forgot to throw away after.
"What the f*ck is this, sl*t?!"
"C-chan, I-I can explain-"
That's when I felt it. A pang on my right cheek.
I instantly cried as I never received such treatment. And the least person I could think of who would do such thing is him.
What happened? What went wrong?
He then grabs me by my hair and forcefully lifts my face up to face him.
"You filthy wh*re! You really out there making money? Is this one of the jobs you do, huh? And you really have to do it while we're together?!" He said in a stern voice through gritted teeth.
He gripped my hair and pulled it tighter that I felt like he was about to literally take my scalp off.
"I-I didn't accept the offer. Chan, you have to believe me! And if ever I did accept it, I just needed money-"
And yet again, I receive another painful slap. This time, on my left cheek. After that, he then grabbed me by the neck and tightened the grip. I panicked because he was really blocking my airways. I quickly patted his hand tried hard to remove it but he was strong.
"You still needed money, little sl*t? After all the money you got from me, your and my male pals, you still go around and cling onto other guys? Wow, I didn't know that daddy's little princess will be like this. I guess you women are weak that you need a guy to save you every time, huh?"
He continued choking me and all I could do is gasp for breath and hit his hand so that he could tap out. Gladly he did after a few seconds and let go of me. Leading me to fall down onto the floor and cough while trying to breath properly again.
"I won't even be surprised if you will seduce your CEO for you to debut." That was what he said before leaving me miserable on the floor of my home.
ʚ♡ɞ
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