Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda preferences, imagines,oneshots and GIFS

Hate to love you [Mike]

Y/N's POV:

I sit on my couch biting my fingers nervously. My boyfriend Mike has been gone from 4pm and didn't call me nor text me. I decided to text Mike again.

Baby girl💖😘🔥:
Mikey please, I'm worried sick about you. Please get back to me.

Noda😍😊❤:
*last seen at 4:30pm*

Baby girl💖😘🔥:
Mike please, I'm worried, it's 7:45pm baby. I love you

Noda😍😊❤:
*last seen at 4:30pm*

"Gahh fuck!" I yelled rubbing my hand through my hair. I then heard the door open, I rushed downstairs and saw it was Mike.

"WHERE WERE YOU?!?"
"Like you care"
"MIKE I WAS WORRIED SICK! YOU DIDN'T CALL NOR TEXT ME! I THOUGHT SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO YOU!"
"I AM A GROWN MAN! I DON'T NEED YOU LOOKING OUT FOR ME!"
"MIKE I AM YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND IT'S MY JOB TO WORRY-"
"I AM ALLOWED TO BE OUT LATE! I AM A 25 YEAR OLD MAN!"
"YOU COULD'VE AT LEAST CALLED ME OR TEXT ME TO TELL ME YOU WERE COMING HOME LATE! YOU COULD'VE BEEN FUCKING DEAD FOR ALL I KNOW MIKE!"
"WELL I AM HERE AND FINE! IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER! NOTHING MATTERS! NOT MY JOB, NOT MY BAND MATES AND DEFINITELY NOT FUCKING YOU!" He screams at me. I feel my heart shatter. Tears rolling down my face as Mike's face softens.

"Y/N..."
"No, just leave me alone" I walk towards the door but Mike grabs my arm.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean any of that. It was a long fucking day at the studio, I shouldn't have taken it out on you. I'm sorry"
I look at him and pull my arm out of his grasp.
"Y/N please-"
"Don't touch me Mike" I walk upstairs.
"Wait I'm sorry, I'm just grumpy and mad because we lost 5 songs we recorded and I haven't slept well in the past few days"
"Well you can sleep perfectly tonight because I'm sleeping on the couch"
"Y/N-"
"NO! DON'T FUCKING 'Y/N' ME! THESE PAST FEW WEEKS YOU'VE BEEN COMING HOME LATER AND LATER, MIKE! I KNOW YOU WERE AT THE CLUB WITH ROB! DAVE FUCKING TOLD ME!"
"WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT! I ACTUALLY HAVE FRIENDS THAT WANT TO HANG OUT WITH ME! AND DON'T BLAME ME THAT YOU DON'T! STOP WITH THE FUCKING INNOCENT ACT AS WELL! I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN SLUTTING AROUND!!"

That made me hurt even more.
'How could he think this?'
I moved to across the bed and sat down while Mike was yelling.

"WITH WHO?! WHO HAVE I BEEN SLEEPING WITH OTHER THAN YOU?! HUH?!"
"MY BEST FRIEND CHESTER! AND MAYBE MY BAND MATES!?"
"I HAVEN'T SLEPT WITH ANY OF THE GUYS OR CHESTER!"
"AND HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT?"
"HAVE I BEEN COMING HOME LATE AT NIGHT?! HAVE I BEEN IGNORING YOU?! NO I HAVEN'T!"
"THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE SO FUCKING CLINGY ALL THE DAMN TIME AND YOU CAN'T GET ANY GUY THAT'S BETTER THEN ME!" Mike started following me around the whole house.

"OHO TRUST ME SHINODA, I AM PRETTY SURE I COULD EASILY GET SOMEONE WHO IS BETTER THAN YOU!"
"AND WHO WOULD THAT BE?!"
"FUCKING CHESTER BENNINGTON!"
"YOU'RE A FUCKING WHORE! WHY DON'T YOU GO LIVE IN A STRIP CLUB?!"
"CAN YOU SHUT UP?! I'M TIRED OF ARGUING WITH YOU!"
"REALLY?! Well why don't you go see if Chester will let you stay at his house!"
"Maybe I will" I grabbed my phone.
"You are not going over there"
"But you just said-"
"I KNOW WHAT I FUCKING SAID!"
"You fucking suck" I mumble.
"I'M PRETTY SURE THAT'S YOUR THING!!"
"OH MY FUCKING GOD! MIKE CAN YOU JUST SHUT THE HELL UP?!"
"CAN YOU JUST HURRY UP AND GO KILL YOURSELF?"

I feel my heart sink, Mike knows about my depression and yet he'll rub it in my face. More tears ran down my cheeks and Mike's face softened. I walked to the couch and sat down with my head in my hands. Mike sat next to me and placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Y/N-"
"No" I swat his hand away.
"Baby I am so sorry, I didn't mean it"
"Mike-"
"I love you, I love you so fucking much. I'm so sorry"
"Mike you hur-"
"I know what I did and I'm sorry. It was my idea to go to the club" it was silenced for a few minutes until I spoke.
"Wha-What?"
"I was going to ask you something and I was getting really nervous so I asked Rob if we could go to club and have a couple of drinks to calm me down. He said yes then we had to many drinks and we ended up walking home. That's why I took so long"
"What were y-you going to ask me?" I ask out of curiosity.
"Um well, I was going to ask you if you wanted to uh. Um I was going to ask you if you wanted to ha-have a um-" his words stumbled.
"Spill it Kenji"
"Iwasgoingtoaskyouifyouwantedtohaveababy?" He says really fast.
"A-A baby?"
"Yeah" Mike wipes his tears
"Mike, I would love to have a baby with you, I would love to have a family with you but you totally crushed me-"
"You think I don't know what I said to you? Y/N I regret it so much, I wasn't thinking and I'm sorry. God I hate myself for saying that to you, you can leave if you want I'll help you pack" His voice was breaking at the end. I walk over to him and plant a soft kiss on his lips then pull him into a huge hug.

"Mike, I love you very much and I really want to start a family with you. You just have to know your limits" I feel tears at the back of my neck.
"Thank you Y/N, god I love you and I'll make sure to tell you if I'm going to be late or if I'm going to the club"
"You better or else..."
Mike giggled.
"You should bring me next time though, I am 24" I placed my hands on his shoulders. Mike smiled
"I'll make sure to do that"
We laughed a little and hugged again.

"I love you, so much"
"I love you Noda"