I'm not apologizing [Mike]

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Y/N's POV:

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Y/N's POV:

I was hanging out with my friends in Joe's basement. We were watching TV with a random record playing. My boyfriend, Mike got up to get a popsicle.
"Hey Noda, can you get me one too?" I asked him.
"Sure, love" Mike smiled.
Once he gave me a popsicle, I started sucking on it to get some flavor out of it. I saw Mike wink at me, I began to get a bad feeling in my stomach about that. I've never really liked the idea of having sex or doing sexual activities. I've come out as asexual to my parents, I didn't want to tell the guys because I felt like they wouldn't like me anymore.

I decided to go home.
"Hey guys, I'm gonna head back to my place. My parents get off early and we're having a family night" I lied.
"Okay, I'll walk you home" Mike said.
I gave him a quiet 'alright' and pulled on my coat. We walked out and started the journey to my house. I held his hand as we walked.

We made it to my house and I opened the door.
"Can I come in?" Mike asked.
I knew I would feel bad if I said no so I let him in.
"Well it looks like your parents aren't here" Mike smirked.
He started to kiss me and made his way to my jaw. He started a trail of kisses down my neck. I started to feel uncomfortable so I pushed him off.

"What was that for?" He asked.
"I wanted you to stop" I told him.
"Y/N I'm sorry but it seems like we're never gonna prove our love" he said.
"You don't have to prove your love to me by giving me sexual pleasure" I said.
"Well I don't really plan on dying a virgin Y/N" He complained.
"Do you just want me for that?" I said in disgust.
"No no, baby, of course not but I have needs I can't control" he whined.
I let out a sigh. It was now or never.

"Look Mike, there's something I haven't told you. I'm asexual" I told him.
"A sexual what?" He asked confused.
"No Mike, asexual, one word. It means I don't take liking into sexual things" I explained.
"So you're telling me that I'm NEVER gonna have sex with you?" He asked.
"Pretty much" I nodded.
"Are you kidding me?" He said.
"Excuse me?" I asked in disbelief.
"I'm never gonna have sex with you?! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!! YOU BETTER APOLOGIZE!!" He yelled.
"WHO THE HELL ASKED YOU TO YELL?! I'M NOT APOLOGIZING FOR HOW I FEEL ABOUT SOMETHING. If you actually feel the need that I need to apologize than I suggest you leave" my voice cracked a little. He scoffed and in a blink of an eye, he was gone.

I ran to my room and jumped on my bed. I felt tears form in my eyes but I didn't want them to fall. But of course they were against me. The tears streamed down my face as I laid in my bed.

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