VII - Thumbs and Indexes

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They tell me,

I am
alive

when I dip them in freezing water,
unsure if I was.

Poor them,
getting slashed,
when I was too afraid to go

for my
wrists.

My feather held
between them,
the red ink

resembling
blood

as I write my soul.

Fresh scratches
on my arms,

skin around
them

getting bitten off.

Restraining my
mouth from cries.

They have been
the unlikely companion
everybody speaks of.

The click

of my
camera,

the sound

of the
guitar,

holding someone tight,
or letting someone go.

I need a caress,
a hug by myself,
to point at someone,

call them
out.

But after all this,

how I wish my pain

would just dissipate.

With only, the snap of my fingers.

With only, the snap of my fingers

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