𝘽𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚 𝘽𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙖 𝙉𝙤𝙫𝙖: 𝗕.𝗘 𝗜𝗠𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗦

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𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐: 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝
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𝙱𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎'𝚜 𝙿•𝙾•𝚅
𝗻𝗲𝘅𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝘆
I was on my way to Y/N house after dropping off Adeya at my parent's place who gladly took their granddaughter.

After about a fifteen-minute drive to the house, I finally made it with no trouble. Before getting out of the car I try to calm myself down.

I'm so nervous

I make my way to the front door ringing the doorbell and knocking just in case, I wait outside a few seconds until a 𝐆𝗼𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐬 opens the door.

" 𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲, 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗻 " she said

She looked so cute

" 𝗛-𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗬/𝗡 , 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂? " of course I fucking stuttered

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝗴𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗿 "

" 𝗪𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗯𝗮𝗯- 𝗜 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗬/𝗡 " well shit

" 𝐇𝐚𝐡𝐚 𝐮𝗺 𝐈'𝗺 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 (ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ɪᴅᴋ) " she said with her cute ass giggle

" 𝗢𝗵 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁 , 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝗮 𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝘁 "

" 𝙉𝙪𝙝 𝙪𝙝 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵" did she really just slap my hand?

" 𝗠𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗱 "

" 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘆 𝗜 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗼𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 " while she was placing the food down at the table I couldn't help to admire her beauty

" 𝗨𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼 " she said waving her hand in my face

" 𝗢𝗵 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 "

" 𝗦𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗹𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁
𝘆𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗱𝗮𝘆? "

I take a bite of this fucking delicious food before anything mostly because it might be the last time she will ever wanna see me again... So , why not enjoy this bite of my food.

" 𝗪𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝘂𝘁 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗶𝘁 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗶𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲 "

" 𝗢-𝗼𝗵 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 , 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗶𝘁? " she asked in shock

" 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗛𝗔𝗧𝗘 𝗺𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗬/𝗡 " I intertwined our hands before continuing

" 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁 𝗶𝘁 , 𝗜 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗲𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮 𝗱𝗶𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲 𝗜 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗶𝗴𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 , 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗜 𝗴𝗼 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗶𝗳 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗮 𝗛𝗨𝗚𝗘 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 , 𝗮 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗼𝗿 "

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴? "

" 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 , 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻 , 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆 "

" 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗻𝗼 " she said letting go of my hand

I saw tears in her eyes and just like that I knew that I caused this

I put her through hell with the divorce
I can feel the pain she's been going through
I let something so precious to me go

" 𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝘃𝗲 𝗽𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀! 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗜 𝗱𝗼 , 𝗯𝘂𝘁 , 𝗜 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻 , 𝘄𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘄𝗲 𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗱𝗶𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲 "

" 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗮 𝗱𝗶𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗰𝗲 , 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗸 , 𝗜 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗜 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝘂𝗽 𝗯𝗮𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗻 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 "

After a few seconds of silence that felt like years, she finally said

" 𝗜 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 , 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜,𝗺 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 , 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘀𝗲𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗽𝗶𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘂𝗽 𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗿 "

" 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗡𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻 , 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗱𝗶𝗼𝘁 , 𝗯𝘂𝘁 , 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝘁𝗼 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 "

" 𝗜'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂 "

" 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜'𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗴𝗼𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 "

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