Ps – When Armaan and Shilpa had a challenge. Shilpa says she will beat Armaan down while Armaan obviously opposes to her. They fall down after giving tuff competition to each other and ridhima happens to see that.
Armaan aaj jab mein café aa rahi thi toh soch rahi thi ek coffee ke sath kuch der relax karungi par tumye yun shiplap ke sath dekh ke, tum aur shilpa aise floor pe. Tumhari ankho mein paati(cloth) thi phir bhi aaj pehli baar mein ne tumhe kissi aur ke itni close dekha.
Jab mein ne tumhe uss ladki SHILPA ke itne karib dekha toh mujhe laga jaise mein ne tumhe dubara kho diya Armaan.
Aaj ek aajeeb si bechani mein ne mehsus ki, aaj pehli baar sahi mayne mein mein ne Mehsus kiya ki jis se hum pyaar karte hain vo hamrai life mein na rahe toh kya hota hai. Kaisa lagta hai jab aap jisse pyaar karte hain vo kisi aur ke saath...
Tumhe kisi aur ke karib nahi dekh sakti mein Armaan. tum jab se wapas aaye ho mein ne tumhe kabhi bhi aache se baat nahi ki, hamesha itni rudly baat ki aapne saare gummo ka reason tumhe tehra diya taki mein aapn guilt chupa sakun.
Jab se tum aaye ho mein ne tumhe hamesha kaha ki tumhe aapni life mein aage bhadhna hoga mera bina... Tumhe mujhe bhula na hoga par Armaan jab aaj mein ne tumhe kissi aur ke saath dekha toh pata chala ki mera kahne mein aur tumhe kissi aur ke saath aapni hi ankho ke saamne dekhne mein kitna farak hain.
Aaj pata chala ki tum kya feel karte honge mujhe sid ke sath dekh kea ab tak bus andaja laga rahi thi mein aaj ehsas ho gaya. Shayad mein aab bhi iss baat ka aandaga nahi laga sakti ki tumhe kitni taklif hoti hogi.
Kyun ki jo taklif mujhe ho rahi hai aaj tumhe usse kai jayada hoti hai mujhe malum hain kyunki mein toh phir bhi jaanti hun ki tum kabhi kisi ke pass nahi jaoge kabhi kissi ko aapne pass nahi aane doge...
Par tum... tum toh jaante ho mein already kisi ki patni hun aur pati-patni ka relation kaise hota hai. Ye soch kar tum par kya bethti hogi ki Sid aur mein... Par Armaan mein ne kabhi Sid ko aapne karib nahi aane diya aur tum hi batao aane bhi kaise deti jo sab kabhi tumhare naam karne ka faisla liya tha mein ne vo mein kiss aur ko kaise de deti.
Ridhima toh Armaan ki hai Na.
Hamesha se hamare rishte mein tumne hi mujhe khudse jayada pyaar kiya hain, samaj ki chinta kiya bina tumne sirf meri chinta ki par mein ne. Mein ne tumse pehle samaaj ki fikar kari hamesha, hamare rishte mein hamesha tumne sarcifice kiya hai Armaan.
Hamesha meri khusshiyan hi hamare rishte mein saab se jayada importance karti thi, aur aaj bhi karti hai tumhare liya, kabhi bhi mein ne tumhare baar mein nahi soch. Mein itni selfish thi Armaan phir bhi tumne hamesha mera pyaar ke liya itna sab kiya.
I Lo.....I STILL LOVE U ARMAAN STILL LOVE U ALOT.
Par mein kahe nahi paati... aab Kisi aur ki paatni ban gai hun mein toh tumse ye bhi nahi kahe sakti mein ki mein aaj bhi tumhari hun......
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Ridhima's Dairy
FanfictionThis is not exactly a story, its more like a compilation of Ridhima's Emotions that I felt was never given much heed to be telecasted on the Screen.
