"Ok im here" I said as they all stared at me, "where the hell have you been?!" Monte yelled. "I told you out ok im here now so stop freaking out" I replied calmly. "You left us for 2 damn hours I think we deserve an explaination" ashley said angrily crossing her arms, "ive already given you one I had some things to do but im here so are we going to argue or get ready" I said. "Youre an ass" ashley said slapping my face, "thanks for that ashley hope that made you feel good" I said turning away from her and sitting at my dressing table.
I got ready and did my makeup as one of the staff knocked on the door, "you have ten minutes" she said as adam nodded. I straightened my red tie and stood up, everyone filtered out in silence as I wandered behind them. Once we were on stage ashley shot me evils as I rolled my eyes and picked up my bass, we started playing the chords as smoke filled the room. I coughed quietly as adam emerged from it, the room erupted into ear splitting noise that even we could hear over the earpieces.
We played voodoo first as adam strutted across the stage dressed in all black with a purple feather jacket and tophat. I looked down, hmm no shoes strange guy but hey whatever. We then moved onto aftermath, he just had a low cut black v neck top and flared leather pants on. Glitter coverred his hair and face as he sparkled when the lights hit him, kind of like that vampire from that twilight book.
He walked round and introduced us all individually, when he got to me he got all sexy with it runnign his hands up my guitar as I played. Damn this boy personal space jeez, but hes my boss so I played along leaning into him as he ruffled my hair. Ashley seemed to have calmed down a little by the interval well at the very least she stopped shooting my daggers so I guess that was a step up.
After the interval the lights turned red as adam came slowly down some stairs in the middle of the stage, "lights on but your moms not home im sick of lying down alone with this fever, fever yeah." I watched as he prowled over to me and grabbed my hair before kissing me full on the lips as my hands ran over the strings as he deepened the kiss unti he was full on making out with me.
The crowd cheered and wolf whistled as he pulled away winked at me and walked off like nothing had happened. What the heck even was that, I tried to hide my embarrassment as I looked down at the floor trying to concentrate on the strings. As the show came to and end the lights went down I practically ran off the stage. "Excuse me sir but adam is calling you" my bodyguard said, "I dont care im going back to the bus"I said running for the exit and towards the bus.
I unlocked the door and ran into my room shutting the door behind me and locking it. Why would he do that to me he knows im straight, and right in front of thousands of people. They were filming it aswell what if ellie sees it, no I cant hurt her like that. But that kiss though, it was amazing. His lips were so soft, the taste of him on my mouth was intoxicating. No wait what the hell tommy you arent gay, your straight. I started pacing the floor as my breathing became ragged, he cant do this to me im in a relationship.
But those lips, no tommy for god sake your girlfriend is having a baby hes your best friend. I know but I feel for him more than a friend. I heard voices calling my name, "tommy hey are you in here?" they said as my hands shook and my hands became clammy. This is too much to handle, I need to breathe. " I cant breathe" I whispered as everything strted to spin, "its locked" ashley said pulling the door.
"Tommy are you ok?" monte yelled, I was tring to fight the darkness as I stepped back. "Ok im coming in stay away from the door!" adam shouted as I moved back, I heard him trying to break the door. My chest became tighter as I swayed on my feet grabbing the bedside table to support my weight. The sound of the wood cracking resounded in my ears, a deep sense of fear filled me as I leant against the table with my back and covered my ears. The lock snapped away as he rushed in closely followed by ashley and monte, "tommy!" he shouted.
"I cant breathe" I whispered as my knees went weak and adam caught my waist. "Tommy you need to try" he said, "I cant" I said as tears streamed down my cheeks and everything blurred. "Tommy stay with me" he said as monte came back with water, ashley gasped as her lip trembled. I gasped as my throat became tight and darkness was enclosing me, adam looked terified. "Im sorry tommy I didnt mean to" he said. My breathing became shallower as I knew I was about to pass out, "ahdam" I whimpered as everything went black and my arms fell to my sides the sound of him yelling my name hysterically slowly faded away until there was silence.
