"Ready?" I asked as adam stepped out of his room, he was dressed in ripped denim jeans, a leopard print top, black blazer and heeled boots. "As i'll ever be" he answered, blinking in the bright light. "Catch!" I said throwing him a box of asprin, "what are they for?" he asked. "Your hangover" I said smiling, "gee thanks" he replied taking two and placing the box back on the side. "Lets go meet the others" I said as he pulled back, "what wrong?" I asked stopping at the door.
"I cant deal with them lecturing me about you" he said, "just ignore them come on" I said. "Fine" he replied as we walked to the car, David was driving us to where the others were. Turns out they were in a cafe in the park, "thanks david" I said climbing out as Adam followed. We were swarmed by people, we ended up getting split up as I yelled adams name. I shoved through the crowd and found him cornered by people asking him questions, grabbing his hand I pulled us through the crowd to the entrance.
"Thanks" he said still holding my hand, I looked down as we both blushed and unlinked them. "About time you turned up!" ashley said as we both looked at her, "yeah sorry got caught in the crowd" adam said cooly. "Awesome come on we are about to order" she said pulling us inside, "wow it smells lush in here!" I said sniffing. "Oh yeah delightful" adam said sarcastically as we sat down, everyone ordered well everyone apart from adam that is.
Our food arrived as adam inched away a little, I laughed quietly as I ate my pasta. "Are you not hungry adam?" ashley asked, "erm no" he answered. "Oh go on this tastes delicious do you want to try it" monte said holding the fork of to adam. I watched as he almost threw up and edged further away, "no what you have is grim here eat this" ashley said waving the spoon at adam. He promptly put a hand over his mouth and ran from the table, "now that was very mean" I said smirking.
"He totally deserved it and besides its self inflicted" ashley said finishing her food, we ordered dessert and more drinks but adam didnt return. "Where the heck is he he cant have gone because we were teasing him could he?" monte said. "Of course not i'll go and see if I can find him" I said pushing my chair away from the table, he wasnt in the toilets so I headed back to the table and spotted him sitting on a bench outside.
I could tell by his posture that something was wrong, "hey they were only messing you know" I said. "Yeah I know" he answered, "were you sick?" I asked. "Very" he replied, "why did you drink that much then?" I questioned. "Because It made me forget" he said, "what about you kissing me or something else?" I asked as he hung his head and bit his lip. "Both" he told me wringing his fingers together, "sauli?" I asked.
He nodded, "what did that asshole do now?" I questioned. He pulled his phone from his pocket and handed it to me, I tapped the screen as a blog came up. It was title mr adam lambert hell, it was by sauli. I read down it as each new paragraph just pissed me off more, he was calling adam every name under the sun and completely talking trash about him. By the time I finished I was speechless, "thats why I got drunk that and the fact that I had hurt you. I hurt everything and everyone I touch" he said.
"Woah hell no adam dont you dare say that you dont actually believe this guys bullshit do you?" I said. "He must have said it for a reason tommy" he replied, "you mean other than the fact hes a heartless asshole who has nothing better to do than to hurt people?" I said as he looked away.
I knelt down in front of him "that guy hes just mean he cant handle the fact that hes lost the most kind, caring and beautiful guy he ever had" I said as I realised what I had just said. Adam smirked "you think im what beauitiful was it?" he said raising an eyebrow, "no. I mean yes, I mean we need to get back" I said. What the hell why did I just say I think hes beautiful, tommy stop you are not gay! I mentally scolded myself as adam followed me, "ah the wandered returns" ashley said.
"Yeah sorry I needed some air" adam said sliding onto the chair, "well we need to get back soon we need to get to the next venue for tomorrow nights show" monte said. "Yeah we are in burbank tomorrow, good old tommy's hometown" ashley said. "Yay" I said half heartedly, "dont sound to happy about that" ashley told me. "Oh no im excited" I said sipping my water, "right well you could have fooled us" monte piped up as I threw a crust at him.
We soon headed back to the bus as ashley voted for driving us, monte was in the shower as we set on our way. Adam was curled up on the sofa, he looked so tired with dark circles under his eyes. His phone keeps going off, his twitter has blown up with fans tweeting him. He reached over and switched it off, Ellie keeps ringing me but I cant bring myself to answer her not when Im trying to deal with everything going on in my mind. I know I shouldnt be ignoring her but its all I can come up with.
