Dear Jazmyne 2

Whats To Come After Graduation

Spring break has now come to an end we're back home with school starting in two days. We're sitting on the couch at Adrian's and I'm just spaced out then Adrian leans in and says we'll earth to Jazmyne what's wrong? I look over at him and say there's only two months of school left what do you plan on doing after graduation? He voice softens and she says are you going to stay here are you going to leave? I laugh and pull her into me and tell her she doesn't have to think about that all she needs to worry about is her last year of high school that I'll still be here. She snuggles a little closer to me and we just watch tv for a while before she gets up and says she's gotta go home and wash clothes and clean up. I hold on to her arm and say must you really leave I just got comfortable she looks back at me for a moment and says only way I'll stay is if you're gonna help me wash clothes tomorrow and you get your keys right now and take me to get street tacos from downtown and we go sit by the water and eat. He quickly jumps up and grabs his keys and shoes and then runs to the room and comes back with Roxie and my crocs I laugh and say damn you really want me to stay. He says to the car less talking more walking. I giggle a little more and hear the door lock and home runs past me and opens my door for me. I think to myself and smile I don't ever want to loose this. He jumps in a backs out towards the taco truck and we're just riding in a comfortable silence we get to the taco truck he says be right back he hops out stands in the line places the order and I see him coming back to the car with two glass bottle sodas I smile and quickly frown a little just to pick with him and act like I wanted something different even tho I get the same thing every time. He gets back to the car and sits the drinks in the middle he's got two pineapple sodas and I'm excited but I'm trying to pretend like I don't want that. I look at him with sad eyes and say I wanted a coke and did you get me the new tacos with the spicy sauce and he frowns no? I got you what we always get and I look at him and say but I asked for the new tacos and a coke he goes oh I'm sorry I'll go order them and trade this for a coke. I laugh and say just kidding baby I love me some pineapple soda but you can still order the spicy tacos with a smile and he laughs and goes man I really thought I messed up the one thing you wanted I should push you out the car. We laugh and he gets back out to order again and then waits on the food. The food is done and he comes back to the car and the smell of the tacos fill the car and Roxie is in the back going crazy. We drive the five minutes to the little hidden beach and the sun is setting but it's still well lit in the area we sit in I put a little stake in the ground and tie Roxie to it and then pull out the beach blanket we sit and eat as we watch the sun go down we're silent for awhile. I finish chewing and ask him again so you never really answered my question about what you're going to do after graduation. He sighs and says I didn't really answer because I don't really know I want to go to school but I don't but I do know I'm waiting till you graduate. I will still work in the restaurant I pause for a moment and stare at him I face him and look him in his eyes and say please do not put your life on hold for me. You do what you have to do please put yourself first thats what makes me happy it'll motivate me to catch up so that I can be with you. I don't want you to regret anything by staying here waiting for me. He takes a deep breath and says it's not that I'm putting my life on hold for you. I genuinely just don't know what I want anymore. I just know that I want to be with you. I want you there every step of the way cheering me on in whatever I do because your support is what keeps me going. You and my family have pushed me so much further in life  I honestly thought I wouldn't be here. I've made it this far thanks to you and them they pushed me to get into a relationship with you. I talked about you to them since day one when I saw you at the school. I laugh and say I really was scared of you. You really creeped me out. He laughs and say I figured I was going through something when I first moved here and at this moment that isn't something to talk about it'll ruin the night. I stand up and move closer to him and scoot right into his lap and snuggle up to his chest and he kisses my forehead and we just sit in silence for a bout twenty minutes then it starts to get cold so we start to pack up I grab and empty taco shell and call for Roxie who is on this long chain just running the beach she comes running and I pick her up and give the the taco shell and unhook her and take her to the car and come back and shake the sand off the blanket and pull up her doggie stake. We get in the car and drive the fifteenth minutes back to the house we get to the door he unlocks it I carry Roxie to the bathroom and rinse her feet off and then turn the shower on so I can wash the sand out of my feet. The waters getting hot and I undress and step in i shower and get out and grab a towel I have no clothes so I walk right to Adrian's drawer and grab his boxers and a big T-shirt. I walk out and he goes stay out of my clothes and I laugh and say what's yours is mine right? He smiles and says fine but if you see in me in your crop top I don't want to hear it. I side eye him and say humm I actually would like to see you get into it and then actually get out of it. He gives me a little push on his way past so I dramatically fall to the ground and he keeps walking. He says I'll help you up when I get out the shower if you're still there. I do a little devious smile and laugh I hear him get in the shower and go hide in the pantry that faces his room and it has little slats I can see out of but the big one would be obvious so I cut all the lights but the hall light so I could see him and I squeeze into the little one and just chill till he gets out the shower he's wrapped in a towel and I'm looking at him laughing he comes out and says your knight and shining armor is here to save you from your terrible fall he flicks the lights on and goes Jazmyne where are you. He turns back around and goes to the room he comes out and runs into the next room he comes back out looking confused he calls my phone it rings from the counter and he smiles and says so you're still here there's pillows on the couch and he goes humm I know where you are and then starts opening all the closets he's been looking for like five minutes and goes okay last place thinking he really found me on the couch he jumps onto the couch and screams  I've got you now he looks so confused when he stands up and realize I'm not there his towel falls to the ground and he's just standing there i bust out in laughter Giving myself away he comes to the cabinet and opens the door and I can't stop laughing I laugh even harder because I'm in the lower shelf and he didn't even pick up his towel so now his wennie right in my face and I can never be serious so I shake it and say hey little Adrian Jr and he bust out laughing and says get out of there you're being weird and stop touching my penis unless you tryna put in work. I look a him and say boy help me out we going to bed you can help him yourself we giggle and he goes back into the room and comes out with boxers on and says one last movie before bed. I say okay just one and he grabs the cover and we cuddle up on the couch we decided to watch 911 lone star instead of a movie it's actually really good just ten minutes in and I ask him a question and get no response I look back and he's sleep I laugh to myself and say and he asked me if I was gonna put in work okay old man. I finish watching the episode and go make up the bed a little for us to get into it. I pull back the cover and set the pillows up I get another devious smile on my face and go back into the living room I switch off the tv and the light from the bedroom still shines I'm feeling a little petty he's still sleep so I pull back the band on his boxes and stroke him a little he doesn't budge I keep going and he's slowing waking up I jump up and walk off and he's confused I laugh and say come on old man to bed he frowns. I smile a little I couldn't get enough of him. I was tired but I didn't care. I didn't want to sleep. I wanted him in me, all the time. His weight on top of me. I wanted to squeeze him in further and further. I wanted to watch his face. I wanted his sweat to drop onto me. I wanted to drop mine on him. I got on top of him. I'd never done it before. I couldn't really believe it; I was doing this. I was inventing something. I held him and put him in. He felt deeper in me. I'll never forget it. I was in charge and he liked it. I flop down on the other side of the bed and we're silent for a moment we both look over at each other he says you know I love you right. I smile and say I love you too. He pulls the cover up over me and we were out for the night.