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Not Your Time

Guys I'm helplessly in love with Song Mingi. There's not doubt about it.

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Kang Yeosang
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TW: Self harm, attempted suicide. If these subjects bother you, please do not read the following chapter. You have been warned.

One part of you is happy: You have anything you could have ever wanted. A boyfriend, a well paying job, supportive parents. One part of you was broken, however. Your brother killed himself, because his wife of 10 years cheated on him and took the kids from him when he fell ill and couldn't work.

You were always close to your brother, ever since you were born. He took you everywhere with you. The two of you were inseparable.

You were curled up on your bed hugging your knees, with your face buried in your legs. You hear the bedroom door open and Yeosang walks in.

He sits beside you and wraps his arms around you. "Hey my Angel, everything is gonna be alright." he reassures you. That's when the tears spill. Day after day, you keep telling yourself that, but the pain is too much.

"I know.. I just have to keep moving forward." you replied, sighing. You let go of your knees and hug your boyfriend instead. He holds you tight to his chest to comfort you. After a while, you fall asleep leaving him to lay down and fall asleep with you.

~ The Next Morning ~

You wake up to find that your boyfriend in not in the bed with you. He didn't have practice all this week. He must be out at the store or something. His car keys are not on the table.

You sit up and get out of bed. Your heart beating faster than usual, you open the cabinet doors and take out a razor. You can't stand life without your brother, your best friend. You take to time to write a note stating the reason of your suicide.

You tape the note to the mirror, then pick up the razor again. You bring it to your throat and slice across deeply. The last thing you remember is Yeosang opening the door and screaming your name, then everything went white.

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You wake up to not find yourself at home. You had no idea where you are, but there were people everywhere. Children play games of hide-and-seek and tag. Your eyes scan the crowd then land on one person. It can't be.

He locks eyes with you, and it's like the blood rushed out of his face. Excusing himself from the crowd, your brother then runs over to you.

Tears start to fall as you embrace him, almost crushing his spine. "Oh, Wooyeop, I thought I'd never see you again!" you cried on his shoulder.

You could hear him sigh before pulling away to look at you. "Oh, y/n. Such a child as always. In your grief for me, you failed to see others around you. What more grief you're adding to their already existing. I love you sister, and I miss you. But I've lived my life and I'm happy. It's not your time, so you cannot stay here." he said, kissing your forehead. As soon as his lips part from your head, everything goes white again.

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Yet again, you wake up not knowing where you were. Your vision is nothing but white. Your throat hurts like crazy and is extremely dry. You try to lift your arm, only to realize it's strapped down to rails with a needle stuck into your veins.

There's a constant soft beeping sound, and that's when you realize you're in the hospital. But to be strapped down is unusual. You try to remember what landed you in the hospital. Suddenly you recall slicing your throat and Yeosang running in. You seemed to have survived it, obviously.

The room door opens and a nurse walks in. Upon seeing g you awake, she presses a button and calls for the doctor. Within minutes, a doctor, a police officer, and Yeosang all walk into the room with you.

Feeling guilty at seeing your boyfriends eyes swollen and red with black bags, you avert your gaze from him. You can't look at him right now.

The doctor walk over to you and sits on his chair, rolling over to you.

"Okay miss y/n. Here's the deal. You come in for attempt suicide. You're lucky your boyfriend came in when he did. Another minute of your blood draining like it was, and you'd be dead. You have him to thank for slowing down the flow." the doctor pauses.

He takes a breath before continuing. "Second off, you're going to have to accompany my friend here after your release. You'll be spending a month in lockdown to assure that your mental state is stable before going home. We don't want an incident like this to happen again." he adds, gesturing to the officer.

You let out a heavy sigh and look over to Yeosang. You had a lot to explain to him when you finally get to go home.

"Sangie, I guess I'm really your angel now. I've been to heaven and back." you whisper to yourself, so low no one heard it.