You're Different || Jimmy Darling

Chapter 26 Stupid Chicken

Finally we were home at the Freak show. Jimmy helped me with my bags as we entered his trailer.

"Darling are you ok? What happened in there anyway." He asked helping me unpack my things when we reached his bedroom.

"Its a long story but to sum it up she became a druggie whore in 4-5 days and because of my father and the drinking I cant stand to have to live with another person like that. She was hiding in the dark this whole time being eaten alive by depression and anxiety. She decided to take the easy way out and sell her body for money which also brought in drugs. The glazed look in her eyes after I looked at her just made me want to cry but I couldn't because at the same time I was so raging mad at how she instantly became the person I had hated all my life which was my father, now she was no better than him. She lied to me... I cant live with a liar thats why I'm going to be living here with you." I said tears building up in my eyes.

"It's ok darling...everything will be ok. You don't deserve her and she doesnt deserve a person like you to be taking the punches and dealing with her problems. Don't worry I will always be here for you." He said dropping what he was about to put away and hugged me kissing my forehead.

I hugged him tighter as I held him closer to me. I take a look at the clock and its almost 7:00.

"Holy crap! Jimmy you need to prep for your show tonight, I'll finsh unpacking you go ahead and practice for the show, a special someone is gonna be in the audience watching tonight." I said winking pulling away and folding a random shirt putting it in the drawer.

"Oh yeah! I totally forgot about that, see you later baby." He said giving me a quick peck on the lips running out the door.

I unpacked the rest of my things putting some in drawers and others in the tiny closet her had. By the time I was finished I was starving. I went into the mini kitchen he had and opened the fridge. Ugh there was nothing except for beer, water, and some spoiled fruit.

I left going to the outdoor kitchen where Ethel normally cooked for the bunch. I saw a plate with some left over chicken breast on it that was just calling my name. It looked so good I couldn't resist. I sat down where Jimmy and I usually sat and I ate it savagely. I had no idea what got into me I was literally on a food frenzy. As I was eating the last piece and I cut into it, it was pink. I gulped really hard and my stomach was cramping up. I think I just at a whole plate of undercooked chicken. I felt the feeling to vomit at how disgusting it was that I just ate raw chicken, who knows what sickness I could get from it! I ran over to the bushes near by to throw up, there was even little chunks of pink chicken. Ew! I grabbed a cloth nearby and wiped my mouth. My stomach was still cramping so I had a feeling that I might have gotten food poisoning. I went back to Jimmy trailer and grabbed a ginger ale bottle that I over looked last time I looked in the fridge. As I drank it I felt better but I was still sick to my stomach. Stupid chicken!

I fell on top of the bed and curled up at how badly my stomach was cramping. I swear Im never gonna trust chicken again unless I cook it myself! I was just so tired from everything, my mother, the stupid chicken, leaving. This was just too much stress for my head so much that I knocked out right away as soon as my face hit the pillow.

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The darkness was back again and I had a feeling it was never going to leave. I walked further and further till a force stopped me from continuing. My mother appeared from the middle of the darkness walking toward me.

"You should be ashamed of yourself! Leaving your mother when she needed you! I loved you and had to put up with you for 16 years! I gave birth to you the least you could have done was help me but no you ran away with your little boyfriend! I bet he doesn't even love you, he is probably gonna abuse you and be a drunk just like you father is that what you want!?" She said coming closer as she fiddled with a cocaine dusted razor in between her finger tips.

I trying answering back but when I would open my mouth nothing would come out. She came closer and grabbed my forearm. She vertically sliced up my arm and I was screaming in pain from the inside. I couldn't even scream for help or in pain, my voice had been taken away. She then sliced the other arm and crimson red blood flowed from both arms like a river. After she cut open my arms black wings sprouted from her back. She reached over grabbing my neck and I couldn't even move since the invisible force was keeping me there. She was an angel of darkness. The white powder on her face screamed drugs and she slit my throat with the razor and I collapsed to the ground. She turned away and her wings were now full visible but it was hard to focus when my vision got blurry and my eyes closed on me as I bleed out into the darkness.