You're Different || Jimmy Darling

Chapter 39 The Me I Couldn't Save

SEMI SEXUAL CONTENT (tbh its just a really intense make out session and sry if the times are messed up but just to clarify the flashback is of sunday night and its a flashback because currently its monday night in present day)

Jimmy's POV

*flashback*

We ran in the rain holding each others hands as we laughed and smiled at each other, god what a perfect Sunday, except for all the fighting and stuff but I was staying positive. We acted like two kids in the sprinklers as the rain still fell pretty heavy. Melanie let go and spun in circles as the rain hit her already drenched clothes. The mud around her shoes splashed around as she twirled. Her wet hair flew in every direction as she spun having the time of her life in the muddy puddles.

"Come on my ballerina." I said catching her as she spun her way into my arms as I opened the door to our trailer.

As we walked inside the floor was filled with wet spots from our clothes dripping water everywhere.

"This is gonna take an eternity to air dry outside." I said slipping off my mud covered shoes and started unbuttoning my shirt.

"Yeah, good thing I have all my clothes and stuff here or else I would probably have to walk around here naked." She said as she pointed for me to unzip the dress she had been wearing, I was so distracted by everything and how perfect it was than the fact that my woman was looking absolutely stunning in the peach dress she wore that highlighted her petite hips.

"Now that I wouldn't mind at all." I said smirking as I pulled the zipper down and she peeled off the dress since our clothes had been stuck to our skins because of how wet it was.

"Me too." She said turning around in her black lacy bra and panties as she grabbed my belt and unbuckled it.

"You are reading my mind baby." I said smiling as I crashed my lips onto her not being able to resist her, she looked so perfect standing there that I just couldn't help myself, I was so down. (5 SOS song reference lol I was listening to it while I wrote this too :P)

I snaked my arms around her cold wet waist as we walked backwards toward the bedroom still managing to have our lips connected. She jumped up wrapping her wet legs around my waist equally as wet waist, I held that little booty of hers to support her. She messed with the damp hairs on the back of my neck as I pulled our wet body's closer.

Once I got to the edge of the bed she let go throwing herself onto the bed, even with wet curls and damp skin cold to the touch she still looked amazing. I had to be one of the luckiest guys in the world to have her. I leaped on top of her connecting our lips back together, and well you know what happened next...

*end of flashback*

Monday Night (fast forward 1 night over)

Melanie POV

Here I was once again back in the dark abyss I called my mind. My white dress was blood stained as I was standing in the middle of the forest. It was like the forest was just a patch like a floating island in the darkness. I walked pressing my feet into the soft yet dead grass that was on this island of darkness. The trees were pitch black but you could still see the webbed branches and I even heard the sound of the wind hitting against them.

I clenched my fists as I neared the center of the forest that seemed to have a fountain in the middle of it. I neared the fountain cautiously taking my steps lightly. In the middle of the fountain there was a girl on her knees crying. She wouldn't lift her head up not even cries or sobs of help just the sound of the tears streaming down her face. She had on a black dress almost like mine that also had blood stain in what it looked like the same spots too.

I looked more at the fountain and the water was marbled, clear in some parts bloody in others. Her tears were fueling the fountain as they dropped making a ripple effect in the bloody water. She finally lifted her head and it was me.

Black runny makeup ran down her face as she gave me a look as if she were begging for help. Her arms were cut vertically and blood streamed out of almost everywhere on her body. Her tears were made of the marbled mix of water and blood. Blood ran from her chin and even between her legs too. She was suffering and I couldn't do anything about it. I was useless once again, I wasn't even able to save myself.

The forest closed in on me and the darkness encompassed around the fountain and the trees as if eating it all away. My vision faded and the last thing I saw was me, the me I couldn't save...

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I woke up breathing heavy once again holding my chest. Jimmy was sound asleep not being woken by my sudden movement. I look down at my arms and I wipe my mouth to make sure there is no blood. Nothing, absolutely nothing. I resisted the urge to cry as much as I could.

The spot in the bed where I was now sitting up felt damp. But then I remembered that it was probably damp because of last nights rain fiasco, damn these sheets took forever to dry.

I touched the damp spot feeling the coolness of it on my finger tips. I laid down to go back to sleep but when I took one last look at my fingers tips they were blood stained. I was actually bleeding.