You're Different || Jimmy Darling

Chapter 31 Pancake Breakfast

Here I was again back in the darkness of my mind. I flashed my eyes open and I could hear maniacal laughing in the background as my head pounded. I was in a white blood stained dress as I sat in a bathtub. I was still in the complete darkness but all of a sudden there was this bathtub in the middle of all of it.

I looked down and I was sitting in a bath full of blood. My hands were covered in someone else's blood, it was everywhere. It smelled of death and I rose up as the blood dripped from my dress that was no longer pure white. I screamed at the thought of being in a pool of blood, was it mine or someone else's?! My screams were inaudible, my voice had been taken away from me. When I tried to get out I couldn't it was like my feet were glued to the bottom of the tub.

I look down at my arms and they were scared and slit in every direction, blood even dripped from my arms making the droplets fall into the tub making a ripple effect as it bounced on the surface. I started to cry as I saw what floated up to the surface of the blood filled tub I was glued to. I tried covering my eyes closing them wishing it would go away, I was crying since I was mute and I couldn't even scream when I saw it either. It was Jimmy's hands as they floated to the surface. The makeup ran down my face and I tried wiping the tears away but they just kept flowing down my face. The blood from my arms dripped faster and it was awfully painful, I couldn't stop it no matter what I tried. Then his cut off head floated to the top as it swam around in the blood along with his hands. His eyes closed shut and his mouth sewn shut. Why would someone do this to my baby!? I couldn't bear looking at how his body parts just sat in the same tub as me, was this my doing?! My body slowly was freezing to the point my arms froze up and I couldn't even wipe away my tears or even go to touch anything. The last thing I was staring at as the freezing caught up to my head was Jimmy's hands and head just floating in the blood I was standing in...

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The beaming sunlight hit my eyes as I slowly opened them. I looked to my right and I wasn't in the arms of my lover boy anymore. I shot up from my semi sleepy state and I held my head between my knees as I breathed slowly trying to keep myself from crying again like I always did after such a nightmare like that. Once I was able to contain myself I walked up to the mirror making sure there wasn't any sign that I was going to cry.

As I looked into the mirror, I could smell the repulsive smell of bacon. After that chicken, all meat really drove me away, plus I had to start losing weight all of Ethel's food was good and all but I needed to keep my figure. I quickly redid my low bun and slipped on some sweat pants Jimmy had lying around, those shorts were starting to be a bit uncomfortable. I took off the plaid shirt Desi gave me and held onto with my other things and I just grabbed a black V-neck from the dresser. I walked into the kitchen, living room mash up since the both were combined together into one space. Jimmy was by the stove shaking his little booty as he flipped pancakes, Jimmy attempting to cook for me just put a smile on my face. He was humming the same tune on the radio as he happily made breakfast. I tried sneaking up on him by putting my arms around his waist hugging him from behind, but he was too tall that I couldn't rest my head on his shoulder as I hugged him, so I just laid my head against his back.

"Woah, good morning there baby!" He said taken surprise as he turned his head to see my eyes.

"Good morning to ya lover boy." I said letting go and winking at him as I shook my little booty to the tune he was humming as I made my way to the fridge.

"Well I don't plan on drinking beer for breakfast so I guess water will have to do." I said grabbing the water and pouring it into a random glass that was on the counter.

"Oh yeah, I keep forgetting to buy new stuff for the fridge sorry if it is spoiled. Is that what got you sick darling?" He asked worried as he flipped the last pancake and turned off the stove as he put the pancakes and bacon on the little dining table he had.

"No, I think it was some chicken your mother made. I was super hungry and ate it, only when I was finish did I see that it was almost raw. Still pretty shaken up by it." I said making a disgusting face at how gross it was.

"I guess you got the bad batch because my mother makes the best chicken almost always comes out perfect every time." He said pouring a boat load of syrup on his pancakes as I sat down across from him.

"Wow these are-really good Jimmy." I said taking a bite out of the pancakes he made and place in front of me.

"Bacon?" He said about to hand me a piece.

"No, cant stand it." I said refusing the bacon.

"What how can you not like bacon!? Everyone loves bacon!" He asked shocked as he ate another bite of the pancakes.

"Right now meat just grosses me out, I have no idea why. Even the smell, I gotta lay off anyway." I said taking another bite of my pancakes.

"Suit your-" But he was cut off by a blood curdling scream that came from outside, it was so loud I was surprised we even heard it in the trailer.

It sounded like Pepper, what the hell was going on!? I dropped my fork and so did Jimmy. I slipped on my black flip flops not caring how I looked and opened the trailer door to see what was going on. Jimmy rushed in front of me and everyone was also doing the same coming out of their tents to see what the hell the screaming was about. Jimmy ran ahead and I followed him trying to catch up. Once we got to Peppers tent our jaws both dropped at the sight we saw. The others looked but were cautious not to come to close knowing that Pepper was a little unstable.

Elsa came rushing in pushing past everyone not caring who was in her way. I came closer to Pepper putting a hand on her shoulder as I pulled her in for a hug. She tried hugging back as she cried and screamed into my chest. Elsa even pushed Jimmy aside and when she saw what had happened everyone fell silent. Pepper was still clenching onto the back of my shirt as she cried.

"Don't worry, I'm here. Shhh...shhh Pepper." I said trying to calm her and comfort at the same time.

We all looked toward Elsa as she backed away from the bed and turned toward the exit were everyone was semi crowded by. Her face said it all as we all looked desperately at here.

"He's dead..."