You're Different || Jimmy Darling

Chapter 10 Blind Beatings

I gripped the paper harder as I kept reading on.

"The clown continues his kiddnapping by adding two more victims to his list. Police are searching for him and the two children he kidnapped but so far he is no where to be found. We warn all of our readers to be safe and if you see this killer clown we suggest to call the authorities immediately."

They didn't have a picture of the clown but my stomach dropped because I had this feeling like the clown was after me in some type of way. Jimmy came over to the couch in a pair of pj pants and shirtless. Wow only if I had found the pants before him, now it's too late I guess.

"So what are you reading there darling?" He said sitting down next to me and putting his arms around my waist from behind as he rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Oh uh...nothing just the news." I said nervously shutting the paper and throwing it back on the coffee table.

"You ok? You look shaken up darling."

"It't ok, I'm fine Jimmy. Let's just go to bed ok?" I said as he laid down and I squeezed right next to him.

He put his arm around me as I snuggled up against him. I laid my head in the crook of his neck as he laid his hand on my upper thigh. He looked down toward me and kissed my forehead.

"Night darling..." He whispered into my ear as I smiled.

"Night Jimmy..." I said whispering back as I got comfortable in his arms.

My eyes started to slowly close as I fell asleep in his arms.

I was back in the darkness once again. I walked clueless of where I was even going. I heard a laughing in the darkness and I stopped in my tracks when I recognized the laugh, my father. I couldn't see him but all the things he would say echoed in the air.

"You fucking slut! I hate you! Stupid bitch you can't come to your mothers rescue every time! Now shut the fuck up and obey me! Whore come here before I fucking slap the shit out of you! Do you want the fucking belt too, stop defending your bitch of a mother!"

I started to cry and I tried covering my ears blocking his voice out of my head. I could feel a slap on the face, the whip of his belt on my thighs, my stomach being kicked in to the point that I thought he broke my rib and my face being punched till it slightly bleed dark red blood. I curled up crying as I tried blocking him out as I screamed at the agonizing pain in my stomach. The pain kept hitting me over and over again just like my father used to do when we actually lived with him. I started to bleed all over the white gown I had on leaving splotches of red all over as I got black and blues in the places I was hit. He laughed as he enjoying beating me without showing his face. I could hear my mothers screams in the distance and I crawled toward her screams, I could hear him beating her, whipping her with the belt and the breaking of his bottle on her head. The glass shattering to millions of pieces on the floor. I finally was able to pull my self up having the strength to go save her. His voice was the only thing, he wasn't physically there just his voice echoed in the air. I was filled with pain all over my body and thats when his voice faded away. The jack and the box started to play faster and faster, I screamed as I started to run away as the clown figure started to walk my way, his face still wasn't clear and I had no idea what he wanted with me. I fell through the darkness to safety even though my body was aching with the pain of my fathers blind beatings...

I shot up breaking away from Jimmy's hold.

"AHHH! IT HURTS, PLEASE MAKE IT STOP! GET OFF OF ME!" I screamed, breathing heavy holding my chest as tears ran down my cheeks. I moved away from him toward the other side of the couch. Jimmy heard my scream and quickly stumbled to get up.

"Oh my god darling are you ok!? What's wrong!?" He said sliding over to where I was.

He wiped away my tears with his fused fingers. I was shaking pulling my knees up to my chest, as he looked into my eyes. The more I looked into his eyes the more I started to snap back that it wasn't my father that it was Jimmy.

"Jimmy!" I said diving into his arms and hugging him tightly as tears welled up in my eyes.

"I was so worried about you darling...are you ok?" He asked pulling away from our hug, but he kept his forehead against mine as we faced each other.

"I-I think I'm ok...it must have been another bad dream again..." I said leaning in closer till our noses touched.

"Are you hurt?" He asked so worried about me as he twirled a piece of my hair.

"Really Jimmy it's ok...I'm fine. Just please let's go back to sleep. I really don't wanna talk about it right now ok?"

"Darling, please just tell me what's wrong? I hate seeing you like this, your the one person I actually care about and you won't tell me what's wrong!" He said pulling away.

"Jimmy please...I care about you too and thats why I didn't wanna worry you with this!" I said putting my hand on his shoulder turning him back to face me.

"Melanie you don't understand how much I care about you! No matter what happens I'll always care about you, all I wanna do is make it better, make everything ok..." He said cupping my face nuzzling our noses together. I leaned in closer and slowly kissed him pressing hard as a tear escaped from my eye.

"It's ok baby...I'm ok..."

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