Life Goes On

Chapter Thirteen

        When we were finished eating we paid each for our own I wouldn't let him pay for me. We walked back out to the car and Chad had texted me I really wished I didn't read what he said at that moment because I really didn't want to hear that. I looked down at my phone and he had texted me ‘We need to talk’ this made me so scared because last time I had someone say that I was moving far away from everything I knew.

Gus noticed the worried look on my face and asked worriedly “What's wrong, are you okay?”

I replied starting to tear up “No Chad said ‘we need to talk’ that usually means something bad is about to happen.”

Gus replied “Why don't you go meet with him I’ll get a ride from someone else.”

“Okay, are you sure I can drop you off quick?”

“Yeah its fine I can call my Mom to come get me shes off work tonight.”

“Okay I better go because he’s waiting for me. Bye!”

“See ya later.”

30 minutes later

As I walked up to Chad’s door I got really worried. I knocked on the door and he answered after the second knock he was waiting for me to come. I walked inside the door and said “So… We need to talk?”

“Yeah I need to tell you something really important.”

“Okay” We stood there for two minutes I was freaking out. “Come on if you need to tell me something then spit it out I don't want to wait any…” I raised my voice at him.

“I think we should break up.” He interrupted me

“What why I thought everything was going great!?”

“Well we don't really have any common interest and you are forever hanging out with Gus. Its not just you its me too! When you're working i'm not and when i'm working you’re not so we never get to see each other. I just think we should break up now and save a lot of heartbreak later. I still love you as a friend and I just think we will be better off as friends. Please don’t be mad at me.” Chad said with tears streaming down his face.

“Chad, I totally understand where your coming from and I love you too as a friend. I want to keep being friends even if we aren't dating.” I replied also in tears. All of a sudden Chad leaned in and kissed me I felt so guilty because I did not feel as many sparks when I kissed him as I did that day I kissed Gus.

Chad scratched the back of his neck. “I’m so sorry I just had to do that one more time before we were done.”

“Okay well I should go I’m having a date with Netflix tonight. Bye”

“Okay see ya.” He said as I walked out the door and back down the driveway to my car. As I sat down in the drivers seat of my car I fought the urge to cry and drove away.

When I got home I ran up to my room and cried my eyes out for I dont even know how long, hours maybe? I dont know. When I was finally stopped crying I grabbed my laptop and went to netflix.com, I was going to watch Mean Girls. That was my go to movie when I was sad.

Quickly I felt my eyelids get heavy soon everything got dark.

A/N: I hope if there is anyone reading this you enjoy it. This was a very hard chapter to write because I have gone through things like this hope you enjoy.