❝ we are all just stars that have people names. ❞
- Nikita Gill.
EUNOIA - beautiful thinking, a well mind.
[a collection of all of my imperfect, unedited, messy poems. some are not even poems. majority of these don't rhyme. some don't even make sens...
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—EUNOIA | PART IX hydromel mélancolique | melancholic mead |
// fleurumbralis // (n.) the deep loneliness that results from being completely rejected by the world despite one's best efforts of fitting in.
| I N T R O D U C T I O N |
at last, we meet sorrow at it its purest form. without rage or jealousy or anything blinding the vision, there's only sadness that's lonely, cold and never-ending. this part contains all such poems. these words come easily to me which makes me want to write them even more. therefore, after going through a range of emotions in this book, i would like to end it with something that always stays with me, and with all of us. this sorrow is yours to decide - whether you want to hate it and discard it or accept it with open arms and learn to grow in life. i choose to accept it like an old friend, and this part is a reflection of the same. this is for all the friends who left a little too early, for all the people who hurt you for selfish reasons, and for all the angels you have harmed without wanting to - it's time to pour the melancholic mead and get drunk, this time in sorrow, for the last time in this book.
let your grief flow without the fear of being lost, before your cathedral and mead gets covered with frost
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| C H A P T E R S |
♡my dark twin ♡ old friend ♡ don't talk to me like that ♡ inhumane ♡ heaven & hell ♡ what's it like to not be me? ♡i'm lost ♡ poet - genius or psycho? ♡guilty shoulders ♡happy endings ♡ prisoner ♡ i got lost
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we are not haunted by the dead. we are haunted by the living and the graveyard of memories they leave in our minds.
— Nikita Gill
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| P L A Y L I S T |
1. breathe | fleurie 2. high hopes | kodaline 3. the lakes | taylor swift 4. lonely star | oh wonder 4. atlas: four |sleeping at last 5. in my blood | shawn mendes 6. break my heart again | finneas 7. atlas: sorrow | sleeping at last 8. liability | lorde 9. out of love |alessia cara 10. lovely |billie eilish, drake 11. shattered | trading yesterday 12. the a team |ed sheeran 13. . |taylor swift 14. the horizon of saudade |a.r. rahman 15. lily's theme |alexandre desplat 16. when i was older | billie eilish 17. october theme |shantanu moitra 18. tab bhi tu |rahat fateh ali khan, anupam roy 19. this is what a broken heart feels like - stripped | marina lee 20. funeral | phoebe bridgers 21. the last goodbye |shashwat sachdev 22. this is me trying | taylor swift 23. the lonely | christina perri 24. coney island | taylor swift 25. evermore | taylor swift, bon iver
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— bring out your bottles of mead, seashells, melancholic playlists and old cardigans.
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