hey
i know what you're thinking
sleeping with him won't help
you try to shield yourself from your feelings and shortcomings, and hide your shame in his sheets
look at you
you don't like being touched
is this really your best solution?
this is the third body of the month and you're still as miserable as you were yesterday and the day before
really
she left for a reason
and you know it was for the best
why do you insist on drowning out the memory of her by doing things you know you don't crave?
jesse
or was it millah today?
when is it michael's turn, again?
how many times will you scrape their touches away under your shower's burning hot jets?
promiscuity doesn't suit you
and i can tell you're in pain
your body isn't used to giving itself away
you recoil from touches
yet you crave this
my dear, you're tainting your heart with every brush of skin against skin
hey
I know what you're thinking
sleeping with him won't help
stop trying to run from your feelings by leaving them behind on his bed, you know they'll come back
look at you
you don't like being touched
is this really the best solution?
