The Jealousy Club (TJC) #3- The Key To His Heart (COMPLETED)

Chapter 1:"So it begins".

Yes! Finally the third book is starting and I am so excited.

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Usman takes confidently strides inside his castle and just as the door closed behind him- his shoulder slumped. Long gone was his confident as he looks around the castle that he had once built with love which now remains nothing but empty.

He forgot that it wasn't the castle that was the reason he used to feel warm entering inside it, instead it was that person.

His cold heart had won the battle.

Why does he feel like he had lost instead?.

He brushes his almond hair roughly as he tries to stay firm but he couldn't help but feel anger within him. Was it even anger?. His conscious continued to mock him every second of the day and if anything he had turned even worse in these past years.

He walks into his study because being in his room wasn't going to stable his condition. He walks towards his chair as he sits his eyes found the note he had found years ago in the same place.

I am not part of your game.

He never thought he would ever regret anything as much as he did now. He thought he was right and what he did was absolutely right. Why does it all come back to him?. Why does he feel like a humiliation?. Why did his heartbreak when he reads this note?.

And just why in the world he ran in the empty street for hours disoriented trying to find the way to his life?.

There was a question he wasn't even looking answer for.

He was scared of himself for the first time.

He walks towards his room passing by the wall where all the memories were plastered. From the best times of his life as he stops looking at the picture where he had first come to know what he truly felt.

If you ever miss me just look at these pictures on the wall and you won't be lonely.

Well, he is damn right lonely if that's the word that can describe his feelings.

He felt his heart pounding however it remains burdened by the emptiness that lives within his heart. Perhaps if he hadn't sinned he might have what his other friends have.

Love and a beautiful family.

He had lost those chances.

He couldn't stay in this place so he started to move out of the house towards his car Bentley and once he was inside the car he speeds back onto the road without any care.

As he enters inside the arena that held illegal racing at every night he exits his car hearing his name being called around and he could care less.

He wanted to feel the adrenaline.

Because he wanted to forget what he truly feels.

"Woah! Where did you crawl out from?". Max - who is the manager to arrange racing asked to smirk

"None of your business". He said as his eyes remain icy cold monitoring the place, "When's the race starting?".

"You are in?". Max asked forwarding his hand to take the big envelope of money from him and he nodded passing him, "Next one starts about..". Max pauses looking around for a minute, "Now".

He nodded getting back inside his car as the race started immediately. He presses on the speed increasing it to a dangerous level and for that very moment, he feels the adrenaline taking over him which didn't even last for a minute.