The Billionaire's Secret (𝓑𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓸𝓷𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓮 𝓢𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 #1)

Chapter 14

Everything turns out. I wanted to remove and forget what I've seen but how can I, when it already store into my memories?

I quickly went outside and rushed to my brother. "Aiver, can ate bring you to your room? I'll carry you" I said and he quickly nodded. He really loves it when someone carried him. I held a deep breath to stop myself from crying. My brother was too young to witness this kind of stuff.

"Why are you crying?" he asked and wipe my tears using his thumb. As I look into his eyes mas lalo lang akong umiyak. I really can't imagine what would be his reaction if he is the one to witness that scene. "I fell to the ground and my butt hurts that's why I'm crying." I lied and he just give me a tight hug.

"Get your toys na. Ate will carry you and bring you inside." I said. "Okay" sagot niya matapos kunin ang mga laruan. I carry him and I quickly went upstairs and bring him to his room. Ibinaba ko siya sa kama niya at saka ko isinara ang pinto.

"Do you want to eat dinner?" I asked but he just shook his head. "Okay. Take a shower na and I'll bring your vitamins and milk." I said and went downstairs.

Nagtimpa ako ng gatas at mabilis kong kinuha ang kaniyang vitamins sa ref saka ako kumuha ng tubig. I was about to go back when I saw my Mom heading to me. "Aziel let me explain-

"I don't need any" I trailed her off. I didn't want to be rude to her but I'm upset. After all those workship my Dad did she will cheated and the most annoying part is from his husband's brother. Paano niya nasikmura iyon? Sa tingin ko wala naman pagkukulang si Dad sakaniya and he even gave everything she wants. Pati nga hindi niya hinihingi ay binibigay nito.

I left her in the kitchen and went to Aiver's room. He's now wearing his night pants terno.  I sit at the last space on his bed. He jumped to me and hug me again. My heart is pounding. Just the thought of my Dad knowing it makes me feel sorry for my brother. Ayokong maging broken ang family namin. Ayokong masaktan si Aiver. Hindi ko kakayanin.

"Take your vitamins and here's your water. Then don't forget to drink your milk before sleeping." I instructed and he just nodded. He was busy on playing his toys. I sighed and went  to my room.

It was so devastating. I burst out my tears and scream without making a noise. My heart is pounding and I can't help but to keep on punching my chest to stop the pain. What I saw keep on stabbing my heart and I was bleeding in tears.

My phone vibrated and I saw Bonjour's name. I didn't want to talk to someone but still I pick it up. "Bon," I started. I try to make my voice in a normal tone but I failed. "You're crying." he stated in a worried voice. My tears began to fall again and I just put my hands on my mouth for him not to hear me.

"I'm sorry, I'm not at home. I accompanied Bree at Batangas." he said. I held a deep deep breath. "It's okay. I don't want to be burden." I said and drop the call.

For now, I want to be alone. I need some air to breath, everything is suffocating me. I get up and run from our house. I was still crying while walking and I didn't care if everybody see me. I went to the park near our city and sit on one of the swing.

I let myself cry until my own tears are the one to give up from falling. If this is the exchange of my happiness this past few days I would rather take the stress than this. I can't handle this. I really can't.

"What's with those tears?" somebody asked. I stop from sobbing and look at. Too my surprise it was Bon's brother. I gulped. He sit on the next swing and look at the cars passing by. "Stop staring at me." he uttered that catch up my attention. I realized that I was staring at him for how many seconds.

I look at the other side. What the heck are he doing here?

"Did he hit you again?" he asked and I shook my head. He's now looking at me trying to read my mind. "You know you can trust me but if you can't it's fine." he sighed. My tears began to fall again. I immediately wipe it. "If you keep on storing and not speaking it, it gets more heavy." he stated.
"I'm hear to listen. You can rants." he added.

I gulped for how many times. Wala naman mawawala kapag nagsalita ako diba? And maybe mas gagaan pa nga ang pakiramdam ko. I sighed and look at him.

"I'm starting to hate my life." I started. I saw his forehead creased. "What happened? Is this about your Dad again?" he asked.

"No. It's about my Mom." I said and I sighed. My heart was starting to pound again. "I saw her cheating to my Dad." His eyes widen, well it was really surprising. "What? Why?" he asked. I cried again.

"I d-don't know." I murmured and look down. I held a deep breath to keep myself calm. "You didn't asked her?" he asked and I glanced at him. "What for?" I irritatedly asked. I already saw it so what does she needs to tell? A lies? Tsh the fuck.

"Have you tried being judged by someone?" he asked and I nodded. "Have you tried going with some boys and someone saw you together and accused you?" he asked and I nodded as I remember how Kylie accused me and Devon. "Did they hear your side before judging?"he asked and I shook my head. I heard him held a deep breath.

"How do you feel?" he asked looking straight to my eyes.

"Of course I was hurt knowing they are my friends, I'm disappointed and I h-hate them." I said and bit my lips. My heart was starting to race when I saw irritation in his eyes. I always seen him cool and has no emotions in his eyes, but now he's really irritated.

"See?" he said while still looking straight to my eyes. "You didn't let your Mom explain nor hear her side. You said you are hurt, disappointed and you hate those kind of people because they are your friends but they still judged you." he stated. I didn't know where this going. "And then now, anak ka pero hindi mo man lang binigyan ng pagkakataon 'yung sarili mong magulang." he said and emphasize the word 'sariling magulang'. "No matter what will happen she's still your mother. Talagang kahit gaano pa kadaming kabutihan ang nagawa ng isang tao sayo kayang kaya 'non mabura ng isang pagkakamali lang." he added.

"Do you know how hard for your Mom to carry you inside her womb for 9 months?" he asked.
"Do you know how happy she was when she heard your first cry and first laughed? You didn't know right? How about when you're sick, who takes care of you? When your Dad say bad things about you, who will be there for you-

"E-enough. T-that's too much." I said stopping him from lecturing me. It feels like a cold water was poured into my head. "I can't handle it." I said.

"Value your Mom no matter how many mistakes she did." he said. "Woman is every man's gem." he added.

I bit my lips and sighed. I stand up and started walking but he just hold my wrist and pull me into a hug. My eyes automatically widen of what he did. I gulped and blink for how many times.

Is this another lucid dreams?