The Boy Who Won't Talk - TsukkiYama

𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗹𝘃𝗲 🙊

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" Mo-- "

" Your dad... was just stress... " yamaguchi frown,

" but mom! To the point of letting it out on someone?! This is abuse mom! Can't you see?! " she cough and just stared ahead,

" Yes... I can see that but... I know... I know deep inside he really regrets doing it. He really cares but-- "

"Don't start bullshitting with me mom" yamaguchi said, feeling angry.

"... Im sorry yama.. I just love him... Call me stupid or whatever... I have no guts on leaving him... " yamaguchi clench his fist as he glared at his feet.

"You... *cough* should also know what happens if we leave... You know how brutal he can gets. How crazy and angry he can gets when we all leave him... " his mom said,

"I-I know mom.... b-but can't we just call the police..?" She let out a small painful laugh

"What can the police do..? Putting him in jail wont stop him from finding us.."

"... S-so what? We just let him be and beat you to death? T-then me.?" He watch his mom slowly started to cry and nod

"Im sorry baby..."

...

Yamaguchi stared at the word 'fag' sprayed on his locker. He looked around to see people pass by, giving him disgusting looks. Some snickers and some whisper, looking at him weirdly. He sigh and open his locker. He can tell its takumi's doing. He took out and put in some stuff and walk towards his class. So far first and second lesson was ok. It was lunch time and everyone went outside the class except him. He was left alone like what he wanted. He took out his lunch his mom made for him and was about to eat it until the classroom door slam open, making him flinch and stop.

"Well well well if its isn't the whore in school. Didn't know you're still schooling here after what you did you bitch" 3 boys suddenly came in as yamaguchi watch them in fear.

"W-what i did..?" One of them laugh

"Oh look guys! He's acting innocent! Just like what he told us! He's literally being such a dick right now. Ain't I right?" The rest nod.

"W-what are you guys talking about? W-what did I-- " he was cut off when suddenly one of them wrap his arms on his shoulder.

"Just be quiet and follow us. Takumi wanted to talked to see and talk to you. We don't take no for an answer. You got it? " yamaguchi quickly nod, feeling afraid as he was being drag towards the end of the school building and enter an abandon classroom.

"W-why are you guys bringing m-me here..?" They didn't answer and just smirked. They push him in the room and closed the door. Yamaguchi gulp as he step back.

"Y-you said takumi wanted to see me... Where is he...?" One of them walked closer to him, gently caress his cheek.

"He will come later... After we do stuff" yamaguchi's eyes turn wide and push his hand away.

"D-don't touch me!" They just laugh as the two of them quickly grab both yamaguchi's arm. The boy infront of him smirk as he lick his lips, unbutton his shirt

"Let's have some fun shall we~? " and that day was when yamaguchi believe that he became the fag that everyone has called him.

...

"Yama baby? Are you in there?" His mom knock on his room door, feeling worried. There were no answer as she sigh sadly,

"I hope you're okay.. Mommy will leave your food infront of your room ok? Make sure you'll eat it..." Still no answer as she put down his food on the floor and walked away sadly. Yamaguchi clutched his blanket tightly. Covering his body he is now ashamed off. He felt dirty and disgusting. He cried hard after remembering what happened. He hated it. He hate this. He hate his life. He wanted to die. He badly wanted to leave this hell... but he can't... He can't leave his mom. He glance at his door and sit up. His mom is the only person who cares about him and she's the only one who he cares the most... He can't leave this hell yet. She need him. After all, he is her medicine.

"You can't die yet my baby. Someone is waiting for you..."

She's right...

Yamaguchi open his eyes slowly. Blinking a few times to get use to the light. He looked around in confused. Unfamiliar to the room he is in right now. He felt something or someone holding his left hand and he looked. He was suprised to see tsukishima holding his hand while sleeping. He can see dried tears on his cheek. Why is he here..? He asked himself. He move his left hand abit, causing tsukishima to woke up.

"Y-yama! Oh my god you're awake! " tsukishima said as he quickly sit up and bring himself closer.

"H-how are you feeling..? I-I got soo worried that I could die... Oh my gosh yama... Why..?"

"..." He just blankly stared at him

"I-m sorry... I shouldn't asked this when you just woke up... Um... I was worried when I heard you were in the hospital and... fall into coma.." Yamaguchi frown,

"You were in coma for 5 days... I stayed here with you by your side, afraid of losing you if I leave you out of my sight..."

he's been with me till now?

"Im so fcking afraid you die... die and leave me.. Im so sorry yama. Im a fcked up person for leaving you... if it weren't for me... this wouldn't happened... you wouldn't done this... I don't deserve you. Rather then making you smile and feel happy, I hurt you badly to the point you... you hurt yourself..." Tsukishima let out a few tears. Yamaguchi can tell how deeply sorry he is and how guilty he feels. He just remain quiet.

"Yama.... I... I really love you yama... I really do. I care for you... Im just mad cause you don't trust me. Trust enough to tell me whats wrong. Why do you look sad.... depress.. Why do your body fills with bruises...why are you hurting yourself... why do you smile when you're actually in pain..." tsukishima said as he gently wipe yamaguchi's tears that were now rolling down his cheek. He doesn't realised he was crying.

"One day, you will fine your true one... and that true one...will be your medicine baby!"

Yamaguchi cried and hold tsukishima's hand. He gulp and finally letting out the voice he was hiding

"S-save me tsukki..."