Dinner was great. Yama never been so happy. He never once felt how it is like to have dinner with someone, especially family. He had fun eating and watching how akiteru non stop teasing his brother. It felt so warm and comforting to be with them. The dinner was full of laughter.
why cant my family be like this…?
Yamaguchi asked himself. He smile abit as he saw akiteru teasing his brother again and continue eating the delicious food his mom made. After dinner, tsukishima invited him by asking if he would like to join him on the night walk. Of course yamaguchi would agree. He loves to spend time with him more. They walk under the night skies full of glittering stars as they hold hands. Tsukishima lead him to a near by park where he often been to.
"Hey yama?" Yamaguchi answer him with a 'hm?'
"Ever imagine how you'll be like in the future? Like... Ever think that 'the past may seem terrible but you will have a brighter future'... Have you think like that before?"
"..." Yamaguchi look around to see if anyone's around and said,
"No tsukki... I only think of dying... " tsukishima heart ache as he heard that.
"But... since you appear in my life.. I think.. There's still u-us in the future.." He shyly said and look away. Tsukishima blush too and hold his hands tighter.
"I promise I will never let you go" yamaguchi just smile and looked up to look at the stars.
"Its beautiful tsukki... Look!" Tsukishima looked up, and nod. He then stared at yamaguchi and smile,
"Yah it's beautiful.." Yama giggle and hug tsukishima's arm.
"Are you referring it to me or the stars? " tsukishima smile and kiss his forehead.
"What do you think?"
"I-im gonna say its to me... Hehe.. Another reason to love myself " tsukishima smile brighten as he hugged him
"Yes... Love yourself first before you love me.."
🙊
"You've been skipping schools alot lately. You may give an mc but this has gone too far" yamaguchi gulp, as he remain standing infront of the principle.
"I should call your parents--" yamaguchi quickly looked up and shook his head. Desperately telling him not to. The principal raise a brow and sigh.
"If you don't want that, you should actually tell me the reason why you've been skipping alot? Maybe theres a chance I'll let you off the hook" yamaguchi looked at him in pale and write something on his notebook.
" Im deeply sorry for my action Mr. I wish I could tell you but I can't. I'm in no position to tell.. Just please don't call or meet my parents " the principal read and looked at yama's expression. He finally understood and nod.
" I see.. ok I'll let you go. You may go now" yamaguchi bow and walked out the office.
That was closed
He doesnt want to meet his father again. He has been staying at tsukishima's house a lot and going to school together. He was too scared to go home and meet him. After recieving alot of death threat from his father, he felt dreadful. His anxiety always started to rise up whenever he walk a path thats near his house. He is scared his father gonna fine him. He knows its not a good idea to do this but he was just scared. His thoughts was cutt off when someone suddenly smack the back of his head hard. He wince at the sudden pain and look up. Seeing a group of teens laughing and smirking at him as they walk past him. He looked down sadly, feeling his tears about to come out. The bullying so far hasn't stop. It hurts him so bad. He quickly walk in to the nearest toilet and lock himself in one of the cubicle as he cry silently.
He's a pussy
Weak
Stupid
Idiot
Why won't you kill yourself? The voice in his head asked. He gulp and shook his head.
"Your not real. You're not real. Your not--" He mumble
"What are you talking about? I AM real. Im in you and forever will be in your head. Now answer me, why wont you die?"
"I-I promise t-tsukki..."
"Pft. Promises was meant to be broken at the end. Why would your tsukki wants you? "
"Sh-shut up.."
" why would he wants you to live?
"Please.."
"You're a burden to him do you know that?"
"N-no..."
"You shouldn't waste his time-- "
"I SAID SHUT THE FCK UP!" Yamaguchi shouted. His voice can be heard from outside the toilet. Those people who past by either stop in confusion or flinch at the sudden noise. He pant as he shut his mouth quickly.
Oh no..
He quickly went out of the toilet and froze when he sees alot of student staring him in suprised. Whispers started to form,
"Is that him?"
"What the hell? Did he just shout?"
"Isnt he that boy who never talks? Why did he suddenly shout?"
"Omg his voice though" he was about to ran away in shame until one of the boys grab him and push him to the floor.
"Hey fag! Did you just talk? C'mon! Say something! Did you just shout just now? Who are you shouting? A ghost?" Everyone around him laugh.
"I said TALK you stupid!" Yama remain looking down, crying.
"Aww are you crying? You looked dump. Lemme give you your medicine ok?" The boy bring his fist up and punch yamaguchi in the face. He heard laughter, disgusting laughter.
"They're staring at you cause you looked stupid" Anxiety let out on him as he suddenly puke. People around him stop and stare at him.
"EWW OH MY GOSH!"
"Thats disgusting!"
"Is he a kid or something?!"
"Punch him again for dirtying the floor!" Everyone started to chant 'punch' as the boy smirked and raise his fist again.
"Fag gone bye bye" He was about to swing his fist but he suddenly recieve a hard punch on his cheek, making him fall to the ground.
"What the hell?!" Yamaguchi slowly looked up as his eyes turn wide.
"Why not I give you the taste of your own medicine?" Yua said as she glared at him deadly.
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