peter parker imagines & oneshots!

| consequences •°.

OC (Agent Hooke) x Peter Parker

Consequences by Camila Cabello

warning(s): a lil short, scrap

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Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a strangers bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to, to tell the truth

the sleepless nights are getting more frequent for peter.

everytime he closed his eyes, it was all he could think about.

she was all he could see, think, feel.

but she wasn't really there.

Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the songs that I can't listen to, to tell the truth

everyone around him was telling him to eat, be healthy, for her.

but he couldn't.

he cant even get out of bed in the morning, or do anything at all.

all he can do was cry, and stare at the wall.

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

"peter, seriously! its fine! you can go hard on the sparring with me, i dont mind it"

"but what if i hurt you?"

"you can never hurt me, pete."

the memories always flood back in. good, and bad ones.

but he missed her smile.

her smile that can light his eyes up in a second.

her smile that makes him feel warmer on the inside, since it's always for him.

her smile, he misses it.

Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation

he still remembers the first time he met her.

he remembers being struck by the girl.

her short dark hair swayed in the air so graciously, her hazel eyes glowing in the sunlight.

but he was, well, peter. he couldn't bring himself to introduce to her as peter parker and not spiderman.

her feeling the same, awkward conversations and little 'hey's here and there were born.

Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm payin' for it

they were both oblivious little motherfuckers.

none of them did or noticed any signs the other was giving.

not-so-subtle flirting became a usual and lets just say the avengers were exhausted enough.

so, they set the two up on a date and that's how it started.

Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound

"you're so perfect, em."

"oh shut up, parker. look at yourself in the mirror, will you?"

A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences

they were afraid of admitting to loving each other.

peter, because all his loved ones always end up leaving, dying, or abandoning him.

emmanuel, because she still has trust issues. i mean, who wouldnt? after getting betrayed and left millions of times, she has the right to.

so they say 'i love you' in different ways, but they know that the other knows what it means anyways.

"forever and always?"

"forever and always, darling."

No, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Said, ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Hey, no ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me

until, it happened.

she had to, she had no choice.

she was the only key.

so, she did it.

Found loving you was sunshine, but then it poured

"no, no, NO! you cant! please.."

"i'm sorry, i have to, peter! please!"

"no, em! YOU'LL DIE!"

"it's gonna be okay, just let me go"

"NO! EMMANUEL! NO!"

And I lost so much more than my senses

"please, angel, dont leave me please! you promised! you promised.. please!"

"peter, c'mon, we have to go-"

"NO! no.. no... please. forever and always, right? PLEASE, EM, PLEASE! WAKE UP, baby, please"

'Cause loving you had consequences