Impulse [A Harry Styles FanFiction]

Chapter 23- Girl Crush

POV Harry

I gently place Auden's drawing of me face up in my suitcase. She spent this afternoon studying my face with her deep blue eyes and sketched this masterpiece.

The drawing is amazing. Her attention to detail is absolutely incredible.

She is incredibly talented. I just wish she would realize how special she really is.

I shut my suitcase and head to the bathroom to change. Auden, the boys, and I are going to a restaurant called Le Bernardin and the attire is definitely not my skinny jeans and t shirt.

I keep my jeans and put on a white button down. Tonight I plan to talk to Auden about coming out to the public tomorrow at the award show. I have no idea how she'll respond or if she'll even feel comfortable but I have to ask.

I rush around the main room to find my wallet that has some how been misplaced. I finally find it wedged between two couch cushions.

I make a quick phone call to my mum. She fills me in on everything happening back at home and I update her on the craziness of the band and our day in New York.

"Mum, I love catching up with you always but there is a specific reason why I called." I tell her.

"Go on."

"After we play our LA shows, we have a week and a half break before Japan. Would it be alright if I brought Auden home? I really want you to meet her."

I bite my lip in anticipation for her response.

"Harry I think that's a lovely idea. I'd love to meet her." she answers.

Thank god.

"Brilliant. Thanks mom. I have to go but if there's anyway you check out the flights from LAX to Manchester Airport that would be amazing." I exclaim.

"I'll have a look. Talk to you tomorrow, I love you Harry."

"Love you too."

I hang up the phone with the biggest smile on my face.

"Harry, ready to go?"

I look up to Auden wearing her beautiful smile. She has on a pink flowy dress with expensive looking sandals.

"You look stunning." I manage to say.

"Thanks." she blushes as she twirls a strand of her hair nervously.

"Uh yes. I'm ready. The cars out front and the boys are in the lobby."

I kiss her quickly before we leave. I talked to Lou while Auden was getting dressed and she said she plans to take Auden shopping for a dress tomorrow while we are working.

"Who were you on the phone with." she asks once we reach the lobby.

"No one important." I assure her.

I plan on surprising Auden with tickets later on.

"Ah they you too are." Liam exclaims.

"We figured you too got a little... er sidetracked or something." Louis laughs.

I shake my head no and shoot him an annoyed glance.

"Alrighty, off we go then." Niall smiles.

A few of our security guards meet us at the doors and lead us to the car. Outside, we are greeted by hundreds of waving fans and paps camera flashes.

The ride to the restaurant isn't quite long and we are escorted upstairs swiftly. We order our drinks and chat excitedly.

"Harry, you would have loved laser tag!" Zayn starts.

"The building was giant! If we've got time tomorrow we'll take you back." Niall continues.

The boys continue telling Auden and I funny stories from their afternoon until Zayn and Liam get up to use the toilet and Louis and Niall check out the lounge downstairs. 

This is it.

"Auden, I uh wanted to talk to you about something." I say slowly.

"Sure, what's up!"

"I want you to be completely honest with me and if you don't like what I say, please don't be afraid to tell me." I continue.

She looks nervous but she nods telling me to continue.

"So, you know we have the awards thing and you're already my girlfriend, but, I uh need to know if you were comfortable going with me."

Her expression softens and she looks relieved, "Totally. Why wouldn't I?"

"Well, I-I was wondering if you're comfortable being my um public date." I stammer.

I sound like a complete idiot. I am not making much sense to her.

"Oh. You mean like go and not worry about us being seen together and stuff." she continues.

Ok maybe she does understand what I'm talking about.

"Right."

"I'm fine with it. But honestly I'm worried about you. Are you going to be ok? I don't want to step on your toes and be a distraction or anything. I mean, the night is about you guys and the awards you hopefully take home. I don't want to get in the way of you celebrating with your friends." she rambles.

Her rambling only makes me smile. She overthinks everything but it is adorable the way she cares so much.

"I already thought through all that, love." I chuckle.

"Ok, then yes." she grins.

"Brilliant. Lou arranged for the two of you to go shopping and stuff tomorrow."

"Ooo fun!" she smiles.

Everyone returns to the table and we order our meals. Seeing Auden laugh and joke with us all through dinner makes me realize how lucky I am to have her. She's simply perfect.

After dinner, we go to the theater where we're seeing Billy Elliot. I've never seen it before but everyone's really excited to go see a Broadway show. The show is very good and the dancing is extremely impressive.

But the highlight for me was Auden's hand in mine and the smile across her face. After the show we went for ice cream and returned back to the glamorous hotel.

"How incredible was today? Today was like the best day of my entire life." Auden gushes shutting the door to our room.

"I know. I had so much fun."

"Harry, I'm really glad I made the impulsive decision to join you on tour. These past months have been amazing, thank you for all these incredible experiences." she tells me.

She plants a gentle kiss on my lips. I kiss her back a bit rougher and we make our way into the bedroom. 

We roll around in the bed for a few minutes. I have an idea of where this is going, but I break the kiss so I'll know for sure.

"Are you positive you want to do this?" I ask.

She runs her hand up my arm and cups my face.

"Yes." she smiles.

In no time at all our clothes are scattered on the floor and we are under the sheets.

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We lay breathless cuddled up to each other. I'm not a virgin but for some reason, being with Auden felt different. It was more then simply being attracted to her, it felt meaningful and truly loving the person she is.

"Auden?" I whisper breaking the silence.

"Harry."

"Promise me we'll always have each other." I say softly.

She turns to face me and whispers, "Of course I promise."

Her head lays in the crook of my neck and I swear I can feel her heart beat. I take her hand in mine and gentle kiss it.

"I think I'm falling in love with you." I whisper.

"Me too."