Impulse [A Harry Styles FanFiction]

Chapter 31- To Be So Lonely

POV Harry

I open my eyes to bright lights shining above me. I sit up slowly and peer around the room as I take in my unfamiliar surroundings.

A long white bed, IV, a heart monitor... I'm in the hospital?

Oh right.

My memory comes flooding back and I lay back down. I haven't had a panic attack like this in years. I forgot how severe mine tend to me.

The door creeks open and I hear the whispers of familiar voices.

"Is he up yet?"

"When do you think the drugs will wear off?"

"Niall, you're stepping on my toes! Move!"

"You can come in you know." I say holding back a small chuckle.

"Harry!" they all happily exclaim.

They all hop onto my small bed excitedly.

"How are you feeling?" Liam asks.

"I'm fine really. I used to get these all the time. Has anyone seen my phone?"

"No." the also answer quickly at the same time.

They are all horrible liars if they are trying to hide something.

"What did you guys do?" I groan.

"We didn't do anything. It's just not a good idea to use it right now." Zayn mumbles.

"Why not?"

"It's just not a good time to read articles or use Twitter. They are writing some nasty things right now." Niall sighs.

"Niall!" the boys all shout at him.

"We were supposed to wait a few hours until we told him." Louis shakes his head.

"You're all talking about me like I can't hear. Somebody better explain what's going on right now." I say relatively louder.

Everyone looks at me with sorry eyes and then at the floor. Finally, Liam speaks up and breaks the silence.

"We spoke to Demi about an hour ago. She confirmed your side of the story to be valid. Earlier in the night, Taylor spoke to her about her plan to kiss you in front of the press as revenge on Auden. But the press.... don't believe you're innocent. And Auden's dad came out with a fake story claiming she's hooking up with Louis-"

"But that's impossible! Auden's dad isn't a credible source! He left her and her mum when she was a baby. That's rubbish." I shout totally cutting off Liam.

"Oh I know! Eleanor is quite upset." Louis sighs.

"I need my phone. I need to call Auden." I look around the room quickly.

I grab my phone off the bedside table and dial her number as fast as possible. It's 3am but it's still worth a shot.

No answer. My fingers shake as I dial it again. No answer.

I try a third time and it goes to voicemail once more. Frustrated, I slam my phone down and cover my face with my hands.

"Harry, maybe she's asleep." Niall tries.

"I think you should try to get some rest. We have rehearsal for the biggest show of our lives in seven hours." Zayn yawns.

I remove my hands from my face and sigh.

"Thank you guys for staying up for me." I say quietly.

"Course." they all echo.

They leave me alone in my dark hospital room and I spend the rest of the night tossing and turning.

What have I done?