DETRIMENT

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"I CAN EXPLAIN"DESMOND said again looking really terrified

"Explain what Desmond?! And you too John I thought you were an holy person that's why you always stay away from girls"Anna said walking up and down not able to stay put

"I told you doing this in school is a bad idea"John muttered

"Let's talk in private,we should leave John out of this"Desmond said pleading with his eyes and hand,Anna look between the two and nodded yes atleast as her friend she have to listen to whatever he has to say

"We will talk later John"Desmond said to John who nodded and look at Anna for awhile

"Just pray he can convince me with whatever he has to say"Anna said glaring at John who nodded adjusting his uniform before leaving the class

"I thought you were crushing on me Desmond or are you bi?"Anna asked and slowly Desmond fearful gaze change into a loud feast of laughter

"I wasn't crushing on you, I don't crush on girls"Desmond said answering Anna's question,he is truly a gay

"Wow I thought you were because of the way you do,you know always after me or what I can't really explain it"Anna said finally calming down and eager to know Desmond story and the reason he chooses men over women

"I'm just a friendly person that's it,Anna I'm sorry you got to find out this way my sexuality is always questioned in this society we live in and I can't risk loosing things I'm working for"Desmond said looking down at Anna who nodded not feeling angry anymore

"When did you discovered you were into men?"Anna asked and Desmond sat on a random seat in the front of the class while Anna sat on it's desk

"When I was fifteen I think"Desmond replied and Anna frown

"How old are you now?"She asked

"I'm seventeen,I found out two years ago through truth and dare,I always admire guys physic when I was younger but I thought it was normal only normal adoration but everything changed when I was asked to kiss Chris my classmate in my formal school,the kiss was normal when I did it till I got home in the night and I couldn't sleep all I was thinking about was Chris,I was also happy later to found out he was gay too and he was my first boyfriend"Desmond said smiling

"Wow! That goes a long way back what happened to you and Chris?"Anna asked placing her chin in her palm

"We broke up when he told me his sexuality had change,he fell in love with a beautiful girl"Desmond replied shrugging and Anna can feel it in his eyes he was still pained

"Is that why you and Dami never got along?"Anna decided to ask because it was obvious Desmond and Dami had a past but she never had enough courage to ask till now

"No Dami doesn't know I'm gay and I want it to remain so,our problem is something else"

"Can you tell me about it?"Anna asked feeling the urge to know the problem her boyfriend have with Desmond

"Not now I will tell you next time but please keep my sexuality a secret,we are friends and I trust you and I'm glad about the way you took it,you didn't shout at me or look at me with disdain"Desmond said and Anna smiled shyly

"I'm not the type to judge people Desmond,I understand the way you're and I hope you come out of the hidings soon but the country we liveth we just have you killed"She said and they both bursted out laughing "hope you will tell me about Dami and you later,we just started dating today"Anna said feeling the need to tell Desmond about Dami since he told her about him being gay