We won the rookie of the year award, we're so shocked dahil madami kaming kasabay mag debut this year at puro male group pa kaya ang hirap nga naman maka panalo. We cried when seohyun unnie our leader did her speech we thanked our worthy (fandom name) for supporting us and our agency, Han pd-nim (CEO)and our family and friends. We promised we'll always do our best always.
after the awards night we went back to our hotel and did vlive for the fans and say what are we feeling after our first music awards. Chan young's band won album of the year and song of the year 'di na din kami nagkita sa backstage after the show, he posted our picture sa IG isa yung kaming dalawa lang and kaming 4carat. I commented on his post kaya nabuhayan nanaman ang fans ng drama namin.
ryle liked his post and my comment, arte naman nyan sya nga pinost kasama si irene eh hay fanboy nagkakagulo tuloy sa comment sila matthew at dylan dahil sebastian said he saw jihyo of twice and lisa of blackpink mga bias nila. Naka private naman ang account ni seb kaya its fine to post it at tinangal nya din ID nya as a staff.
after our vlive and washing up, ryle come over to our room im with ji eun wala naman syang pake since di naman sya maka intindi ng language namin, he brought a wine so naki sama na si ji eun samin naghanap pa nga ng soju yung batang yon.
ji eun went to the terrace to take pictures kaya naiwan kami ni sebastian sa may parang coffee table. "congrats jul, cheers!" we toase our glass kinalabit ako ni Ryle dahil daw naka tulala ako tapos nya na yung kanya. "why?" he placed his glass on the table and looked at me
"wala, 'di ako tinawagan nila mama. hayaan mo na baka busy lang" i smiled at him so he won't worry anymore, "maniwalaaaa" he said, i can't even cry even if i want to. Si ate celine lang nag message sakin sakanila. maybe they're just busy pero nakakatampo din talaga
he looked at me with his comforting smile and poured his glass a wine again. Ji eun came back from the terrace then i remember wala pa kaming picture ni sebastian since he got here. "ji euni uri sajin jom jjigojulrae"( ji eun can you take a picture of us?) she said sure and got my phone also her polaroid.
im just wearing a silk pajamas and he's just wearing a over sized carthart plain grey shirt partnered with a black sweatpants and Dr. Martens Slippers. First shot naka tayo lang kami and i just make a piece sign but he grabbed my head and make me lean to his shoulder and his hands still on my head,hanggang sa naka akbay na sya sakin our last shot naman is im holding our trophy at naka turo sya dapat dun but he just stand there looked and smiling at me.
"geumanhae nomu dalkomhae" ( enough, too sweet ) aalis na din si ryle dahil its 3am already he's returning to manila the day after tomorrow, hinatid ko na sya sa labas ng pinto namin i wore a orange hoodie baka kasi may paparazzi pa din.
"dito lang ako jul" he patted my head, while his other hand is on his pocket. tinanggal ko naman agad yon.
"teka nga, ano ba tayo?"
