Hinatid na kami ni ryle sa subway station the good thing is our manager called. When ryle told everyone about our relationship. i can't talk to him sobrang awkward ng sinabi nya 'di naman sya nagsabi sakin or what, i mean hindi naman big deal yon pero nahihiya kasi ako.
kasama ko tuloy mag lakad si ji eun, si seohyun unnie ang kausap nya ngayon, when we reached the station nag bye na din sakanya sila ji eun and they left me here with ryle.
"hey, you okay?" hindi ko din naman kung okay nga ba ako, what if may balak nya talaga sya. tapos malaman ng agency and everything pano na??
"yeah, just tired" i smiled at him but he looked at face monitoring it, he really knows me that im lying.
"ahh, don't forget to rest" pero mukang alam nya na parang may mali pero hinayaan nya na lang. I just nod then he said "sge na bumaba ka na don, nagmamadali ata kayo. message me when you arrived" then left.
nung nasa subway na kami ji eun confessed na 'di naman talaga kami pinatawag nung manager she just want to get out of there dahil hindi pa sya nakakapag photoshoot for her IG feed and shopping nya. yeah i remember kahit ako hindi pa din.
we arrived at the hotel 2 hours before our flight kaya rush din kami sa pag ayos ng gamit namin those things na nabili namin dito, i can't help but buy also but i assure naman na tatagal sakin yon at kailangan ko talaga. Most of the things i bought are pasalubongs for my family ipapadala ko nalang pagdating ng korea.
pagdating namin ng Tokyo International Airport dun ko lang naalala na i should call ryle when i got in our room, bago ako bumaba ng van i messsage him that sa korea nalang kami magusap. dinalian ko yung pag chat dahil ako nalang ang hinihintay sa labas.
madaming media sa labas dahil most of the IDOLS for MAMA are coming home to korea tonight. i'm just wearing a black cargo pants and a white oversized sweater and a black cap. dahil matutulog lang naman ako sa eroplano, i wear my mask because i don't wear make up dahil nakakatamad.
it's just almost 2 hours of flight lang naman, but i really love sleeping in the level of kaya kong piliin ang tulog kesa ang mag gala. I checked kung nag reply sya sa message ko and yeah he replied 'ok, have a safe flight :)'
when we arrived at seoul international airport i already saw a bunch of media outside the airport, i held into seohyun unnie's arm hanggang ngayon 'di pa din ako sanay sa mga media dito. i just bowed at them to pay respect.
"iiboneso sagwineun sarami ittaneun ge saririeyo?" ( is it true you're dating someone at japan?)
"chan yong eun ottaeyo?" (how about chan young?)
"jo namja nugueyo jasehan yaegi jom haejulraeyo?" (who is that guy can you tell us some details?)
sobrang daming tanong, nag blanko yung utak ko when i heard those questions mas lalong humigpit hawak ko kay seohyun unnie at lalo kaming sinisisik ng media at mas lalong dumami ang guards sa gilid namin.
binilisan na namin ang lakad para maka pasok agad ng van, pagpasok namin our manager gave me his phone with the article it's a paparazzi from japan, the picture from the subway station. Buti nalang naka blurred muka ni ryle don. We don't act like a couple naman don napaka ano lang talaga ng mga reporter na yan but i can't blame them it's their job.
imbis na sa dorm kami dederetso, sa agency kami pina deretso para maayos yung issue. the statements na ilalabas ng SM ent. about this. I said sorry to my members buti nalang understanding sila. Ang mabuti pa nga nahagip yung paalis na sila seohyun at ji eun.
Im scared kung anong sasabihin ng agency sakin nahihiya ako dahil dito, our relationship will not work talaga hindi talaga pwedeng maging kami ulit. not now it can't be, yan na lang nasa utak ko ngayon i should take care of my career and our group/ agency reputation.
translation via papago naver
