"INISIP KO KUNG BAKIT GANITO ANG LANGIIT, NILAYOO AKOO SAYOO.."
"hey! what are you singing?? ya! don't wave your hands outside the car!!"
"HINDI KO MATANGGAP MAHIRAP MAG PANGGAP NA AKO'Y HINDI BIGOOOOO!!" i'm singing while pointing at my chest, nagfe feeling nanaman akong broken
"NGUNIT DI KO RIN INAASAHANG MANGYAYARE TO KUNG IKAW AY ALAALA NALANG. PAANO NA AKOO??.." chan young-ah just laughing at me while im singing. "museun noraeya"( what song is that?)
"its a famous song from my country PHILIPPINES! he's blaming fate of their love story, why did they met each other if they'll don't end together" i suddenly stopped singing bigla akong nahiya dito sa kasama ko
nasa tapat na kami ng dorm nung tumigil kami, "annyeong take care! drive safely" i waved at him nung nakalabas na ko ng sasakyan nya and the window was open. "geuneun gidarigo ittta" (he's waiting) he also waved at me at umalis na.
si ryle ba tinutukoy nya? i can't sleep dahil dun, parang gusto ko nalang iwanan yung past ko at mag focus sa present, i can't have everything lalo na nagsisimula pa lang ako. Naguguluhan na talaga ko i don't know what to tell him or kung ano ba 'tong nararamdaman ko, i have to think of it many times bago ako mag desisyon.
i came to the set ng dalawang oras lang ang tulog, sanay naman na ko ng ganto ang set up ng gising ko, when i arrived there i saw chan young sleeping on his reclining chair sa tent nya. i just dropped his hot chocolate dahil he don't drink coffee or tea, mas naging close na kami ngayon we know each others wants and dont's.
i asked his personal assistant bakit tulog na tulog sya, she said wala daw tulog umuwi na lang ng dorm nila para kunin ibang gamit nya for shooting. i'm wondering sino kaya kinita non kagabi, i saw his phone na nasa google translation ng tagalog - english.
mas nagiging smooth ang scenes namin last 5 episodes na lang kami kaya mas lalong walang tulugan, i missed some rehearsals pero nagpa practice naman ako minsan pag walang shooting pero day off ng 4carat but i decided to practice para hindi ako mahuli.
ilang araw na din 'di kami naguusap ni ryle. well.. wala naman yon bigla ko lang napansin na hindi na pala kami naguusap.
after 2 weeks we're down for the shooting of our last episode and sakto release non birthday ko kaya chan young surprised me on our set 5am. Chan young-ah gave a boquet of light pink rose i saw some staffs taking a video of us it was a surprise, tinawag pa sya ng director pero nung pagbalik nya may dala syang cake pagka blow ko one of the staff lend the boquet.
i hugged him kahit sya nagulat dahil nayakap ko sya, i feel appreciated kahit 4 days to go pa birthday ko, naiiyak pa naman ako pag sinu surprise ako lalo na pag pagod ako and everything. the staff laughed at him while chan young-ah wiped my tears in front of them nag sigaw-an tuloy.
"aigoo, julrianeun jongmal ulboya" (goodness julia is a crybaby) he said when i'm still crying and he's wiping my tears. " YA! nae saengireun oneuri anira i wol sibyuk iriya!" (My birthday isn't today, it's February 16th!) i'm still sobbing anong oras na kasi tapos antok na antok at pagod na 'ko but i loved what i'm doing tas ganto.
after taking a picture for my birthday and for the last day we ate breakfast i saw the video and our fans loved it so much, i wonder kung bakit na news pa nga yon sa sbs at kbs jusko when i checked the comments..
'geugoseun jageun bunhongsaek jangmiya!! 😍' (It's a little pink rose!!)
'julria buroptta' (julia, i envy you)
'saengil chukahae julria urineun nol saranghae❤️❤️❤️' (Happy birthday Julia We love you)
'ya! geugoseun ojik dangsinmani nae gibuneul al su itttaneun uimiida! (It means 'only you can know how I feel')
'kkoche tteut!' ( the meaning of the flower!!)
'ottoke, geudeureun jongmal sagwigo issoyo' (They are really dating ❤️ )
translation via papago naver
