oneshots • sidemen

|| 13 || ksimon • perfection

|| ship; ksimon

|| warnings; trans!simon, slight smut (but not really)

|| words; 1.5k

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JJ

I'm not sure how we ended up here. But I'm certainly not complaining.

We were meant to be studying together, but somehow ended up making out on my bed.

Myself, and the teacher's pet, Simon Minter.

Did I ever think I'd get this chance?

No, I did not.

"Oh my God, JJ," Simon moans against my lips, gripping the back of my shirt more tightly. Who would have thought that he was so loud?

"This alright, baby?" I ask huskily, just earning another moan in response. I haven't even got to where I want to with him yet, and he's already sounding absolutely wrecked. I should have known he'd be sensitive. Usually he's too busy working to have any fun like this.

To loosen up.

He's probably still a virgin. I don't know. Even though we're together, and have been for a while now, we haven't ever really spoken about sex, or past relationships.

"JJ," Simon pants, as I lean back, and pull my shirt over my head. He gets caught up staring at my toned torso, eyes trailing all over my skin. I guess going to the gym has paid off, at last.

"Jesus, you're fit," Simon mutters, looking completely star-struck.

"Thanks babe," I grin, leaning back in to kiss him. He takes to running his hands over my chest, palms a little cold, but I find I don't mind really.

"Hey, let's get this off too," I say huskily against his lips, grabbing at the hem of his shirt.

But instead of just complying, like I expected, he flinches away, as if he's been scalded. Looks up at me with scared eyes, and pushes my hands away.

"Jay," he whispers. It breaks my heart, how utterly terrified he looks.

"What's the matter babe? If you don't wanna, y'know, go any further than this, it's fine," I assure him, gently running a hand through his hair.

"I do want to go further. I've just- I have to tell you something first," Simon says quietly, refusing to meet my gaze directly. He glances over my face, but can't seem to look me in the eye.

"You can tell me anything Si."

"You're probably going to dump me, and hate me for all eternity, but nevermind. JJ, I'm trans," he says. Then bites his lip, and looks away entirely after he's said it.

"You mean, you want to be a girl now?" I ask, feeling a little confused.

"No, no, not that at all. The opposite actually. I was born in a female body, and now I've transitioned to male. I am a man, I swear," Simon insists. He looks as if he's about to cry.

"So, you have a pussy?" I ask, and he flinches.

"Don't call it that- but yes, I do," he tells me, seeming visibly uncomfortable.