"eat whatever you want, and if anyone tries to lecture you about your weight, eat them too."
- Vlada Roslyakova
A/N: hahahahah! Ang benta kasi sakin ng tweet na yan. C'mon. laugh with me, hahaha! ow-Kay! Anyway, sorry for the super duper late update for this story. I was caught up with roller coaster ride of Alyden sa A Thousand Matches at nawala na sa utak ko ang story na to. na siyang unang story ko dito sa wattpad.
I would love to thank everyone who supported this story. Thank you so much! My endless love goes out to all of you.
To my idol/legend who inspired me to write a story. "Akazukincolt" yes. Ikaw. You inspired me to write this exactly march 2014. Sobrang natutuwa kasi ako sa story mo before that I was inspired to make one. Walang halong biro. Totoo. Baka mamaya sabihin mo ineechos kita. Haha. Hindi. I swear. I never got the chance to tell you kasi nahihiya ako sayo. Legend ka kaya. Sobrang ikaw ang pinaka idol ko sa wattpad, I swear! :D
Okay here it goes. Thanks!
After 5 years....
Regrets? I have a lot of them. Andami kong pinagsisihan sa past ko. akala ko alam ko na lahat. akala ko im old enough to know everything. But no. the world is an endless book. Our life is an endless exam. Mistakes are proof that we are trying. But sometimes, we have a choice. At the end of the day, we always have a choice. Sa choice natin yan, sa part ko, I was given not once but more than 2 chances, pero I chose to break her heart, I chose not to listen to her, I chose to hurt her back.
So anong napala ko? wala. Ako pa din ang talo.
I sighed. As I remember that night...
Flashback
Im sacred Den. takot na ako. you don't trust me enough. Ive always believe that our love is enough. I wanted love to conquer all. But love cant conquer anything. It can't do anything on it's own. Hindi sapat na mahal kita. Na mahal mo ko.
Because it relies on us to do the conquering on its behalf. Kasama doon ang tiwala. Chance. Choice. I heard her say, kita ang lungkot sa kanyang mga mata. the pain ive caused her.
Then fuck love Alyssa! Ill fight for you this time! I chose to be with you! sigaw ko sakanya at walang pasintabing lumpait ako sakanya at pinulupot ang kamay ko sa kanyang batok at marring hinalikan ang kanyang mga labi.
Oh how I missed her. her lips. Her kisses. Her. just my Alyssa.
I felt her respond to my kisses. We're both crying while kissing each other. Hinihila ko siya palapit pa lalo sakin. I want her close to me.
Ng mawalan kami ng hininga ay sandaling bumitaw ako. I pulled her in for another kiss pero tinulak na niya ako.
I can't Den. hindi ko pa kaya. She said.
Nagpantig ang tenga ko. lumaki ang ulo ko sa sinabi niya.
Anong you can't?! your kiss me otherwise Alyssa! Alam kong mahal mo pa din ako. deep down your heart, alam kong ako pa din! Naiinis na sigaw ko sakanya.
