How To Forget Your Crush

Step 2-Just let it out

Step 2-Just let it out

A loud thud disturbed my peaceful sleep, followed by a muffled groan.

                Rebecca or June probably fell off the bed.

Still groggy, I sat up rubbed the sleep off my eyes. My body ached from sleeping in an awkward position last night. I looked at my two friends who were sleeping in awkward positions—June was lying on her belly, snoring, and Becca was on the floor, also snoring. I tried so hard not to laugh out loud and interrupt their sleep. The three of us were still wearing our party dresses. My pillows were smudged with make-up and the two of them reeked of alcohol. Ugh. They will be cleaning my room. For a month. After what they made me go through last night, they deserve that punishment.

Sighing, I stood up and went straight to my bathroom. My head ached as I brushed my teeth and washed my face. The loud music last night gave me this head ache.

Last night...

Oh yeah.

My heart broke into tiny little pieces last night after I discovered that Logan is already taken by Little Miss Perfect A.K.A Stacey.

After changing into jeans and a simple t-shirt, I went down stairs and prepared breakfast, or rather, lunch because it's already 12 PM. I just cooked an omelet and toasted some bread. I also prepared orange juice and milk at the table. Then I went upstairs to wake the sleepy-heads. Becca was already up and streching her arms. "Where am I?" she asked, then winced—probably because of hang-over. "My head...hurts" she said as she massaged her temples.

"Sure it will honey. After getting drunk last night, I wouldn't be surprised." I said as a-matter-of-factly.

I sat on the bedside and tried to wake June. "June, wake up! Time for brunch" I said as I shook her body.

She groaned and turned around, her eyes barely open, "What time is it?" she croaked.

"Around twelve-noon," I said. She sat up and rubbed her face. She stood up and stretched her arms. "Ugh, my head hurts. I don't want to drink alcohol again," she said and went towards the bathroom. I've set out clothes for the two of them then went downstairs to wait for them.

While I sat at the dining room, no matter what I do, I couldn't help thinking about Logan and Stacey. The thought weighed my heart down, almost as heavy as the painful truth that my mother is not by my side anymore. "Yo! Earth to Joanne," June said as she waved her hands in front of my eyes. I hardly noticed that they had gotten down. I was so deep in my thoughts.

I sighed to myself. It coudln't be helped. Some things in this world was destined not to meet. Things, that in this world, weren't intended to be compatible to others. Like me and Logan, we're never meant to get close to each other. So I'll stop fantasizing about him now.

I looked at my two friends then started to eat as well. After eating I washed the dishes and we decided to watch movies today. I was quiet and a little distracted as we watched the first movie. I wasn't in the mood to go emo over the dramatic scenes, nor laugh at the funny scenes.

When the movie was finally finished, Becca noticed my silence, "Anything bothering you?" she asked. Her brows were knitted by worry.

"You've been quiet since breakfast. You didn't even laugh at the funny scenes," June added.

I just gazed at the carpet, then sighed. I told them everything I experienced, saw, and felt last night. I almost cried while I narrated everything that happened last night. When I finished, the weight on my heart was lifted a little. June and Becca looked at me sympathetically. Then June said, "Don't worry," her voice gentle "you'll get over him As the old saying goes, there's many fish in the sea."

Determination, sympathy, strength, and courage danced in their eyes. They were supporting me that way. And June was right. There are other cute guys like Logan, I just need to look harder.

"And we're here for you," Becca added.

I just love my friends. I hugged them and we continued to watch other movies.

I learned that letting everything that weighed in my heart go will help me forget and move on.

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