Fairy Tail: An Aqaurius Quest

Hi Mom, Me Again, You Listening?

Dear Mom,

I did it. I actually did it. I told Natsu how I felt and he feels the same way. Everything worked out how I wanted but I still don't know if it really is what I want.

Natsu and I never fight, and argue. We don't hurt each other, but today we did. Today I hurt him, and argued with him. I don't want to do that.

As scared as I am that this could ruin everything, I can't help but wonder what it was like to kiss him and be with him.

Natsu and I were together. And from the way he talked, Happy.

Even if we erase our memories, it won't erase our feelings.

We still love each other even if we don't remember kissing one another.

Maybe he's right, why am I so scared of something that might not even happen?

And if there's anyone I can trust so much to give my heart, wouldn't it be Natsu? He's had it this whole time and hasn't hurt me yet.

It's not fair to make such a decision without having all the information. Natsu can tell me everything that happened, but he can't tell me how I felt in the moment. Only I know that.

I need my memories back. I need to know what he looked like when he told me he loved me, what it felt like when he held me.

I need to know how soft his lips feel against mine, I don't just want to hear that it happened. I want to be able to remember it for myself.

I'm a member of Fairy Tail Mom! And Fairy Tail wizards aren't cowards. I won't be a coward!

I'm getting my memories back.