The Difference Between You and Me (GXG)

chapter 29

dakota's p.o.v

i feel like i'm having déjà vu right now. "haven't we already had this conversation? there is nothing else to know about me." i say and shrug, seeing her shake her head.

"come on dakota." she giggles. "we are on an actual date here, tell me your secrets." she winks jokingly? finishing her bag of chips.

"yeah well there's still nothing. i'm very boring." i tell her, taking another sip of my soda. she tilts her head.

"are you a virgin?" she asks, making me almost spit my soda out on the grass. i wipe my mouth, swallowing the soda. then i take a breath.

"w-why of all things-" i start but she interrupts me.

"i just want to know." she says shrugging. i just nod, indicating that yes i am a virgin. "have you done anything before?" she asks. i start to get nervous.

"yeah." i say quietly. she raises an eyebrow, taking a sip of her drink this time.

"like what?" she asks. ugh she knows i'm shy, i'm not going to say it. i stay quiet, putting my head down. she pokes me, smirking. "come on, tell me." she pushes my shoulder slightly.

my face blushes in embarrassment as i stick up my middle and ring finger. her eyes widen in pure shock. i put my hand down, wondering what she's thinking.

"you fingered your eight grade girlfriend?" she asks loudly and i shush her, telling her to keep her voice down. then i nod, shrugging. "wow i'm shocked."

"why's that?" i ask her. "it was only once."

"because you seem so innocent. and considering it was in eight grade." she almost laughs, leaning back on her elbows. i roll my eyes.

"are you?" i ask after a moment of silence. she shakes her head.

"no." she says. "however you know i've never done anything with a girl." she adds, staring into my eyes. i nod, knowing that obviously.

"i'll teach you." i say, freaking out that i just said that. did i just say that? oh hell no, who am i?! "i-i mean-"

"oh really?" she interrupts me again, leaning up up and grabbing my hand. she sits up all the way and swings a leg across my lap, straddling me. i don't move, i just watch her wrap her arms around my neck and smile. "when do we start?" she leans down to kiss me, pulling on the back of my neck.

"well we are out in the open right now so.." i trail off as we pull away for a moment. she smirks, looking around.

"that couple left. no ones here." she says going back to kiss me. i stick my tongue in her mouth, making the kiss turn more intense. then she takes action to tilt her head, deepening this kiss.

my hands roam her body, stopping at her ass as i rest my hands there. her soft lips crash with mine, making my breathing speed up. and my heart beat, rapidly. holy shit.

i pull away, kissing down her jaw to her neck. i place gentle kisses on her neck before finding her sweet spot. i bite down, sucking harshly on her fragile skin. she lets out a small, almost inaudible moan that i will forever think about for the rest of my life. i pull back, seeing i gave her a hickey. whoops.

"sorry." i say looking up at her. she shakes her head, connecting our lips.

"don't be." she says in between kisses. i don't want this to turn into anything before because it's our first official date and we are outside in public.

"maybe we should wait." i tell her, pulling away. her face drops as she looks disappointed. she nods slightly, and i squeeze her hips as my hands rest there now. "i mean we are outside in the open." i giggle a little. she smiles, nodding.