⚠️TW⚠️: Aerophobia
Clays POV
We had just arrived at the airport and I had to go back home, I was going to miss George so much but, at least I knew I would see him again soonWe walked up to the entrance, my bag in one hand, George's hand in the other, he had his head pointed at the ground looking quite sad.
I gave his hand a gentle squeeze as we continued to walk over to the front desk. Once we got there, I showed them my passport and they told me where I needed to go.
I had a while until my flight so I had enough time to give George a proper goodbye. I pulled him aside from the crowd and he looked me in the eyes, he appeared delicate, like if something were to hurt him, physically or mentally, he would shatter before my very eyes.
"What's wrong?" I ask him with concern present in my voice
"I just- I'm going to miss you so much" he said sighing, his eyes glossing over
"I'm going to miss you too, but I'll see you again in a couple months, ok Georgie?"
"I know...but it's not the same without you"
"I know how you feel" I said, putting my hand on his shoulder
"But- but what am I supposed to do when you're gone?" He whimpered
"What do you mean, what do you usually do when I'm gone bub?"
"I wait for you to come back" he mumbled
What he said made my heart practically explode, I pulled him into a quick hug and gave him a forehead kiss,
"You're too adorable" I said closing my eyes and hugging him tighter
He nuzzled himself into my chest and I could feel the hot tears running down his face
"It'll be ok, I'll still call you or FaceTime you every night, I know it's not the same, but it's still something right?"
I heard him sniffle,
"Y-yeah I guess so, I love you Clay" he mumbled into my shirt
"I love you too George"
I carefully separated from the hug and leaned in for a quick kiss, he accepted, stepping on his tip toes and kissing me back.
"Have a good flight, goodbye" he said pulling back into quick hug
"Thank you, bye George" I said smiling at him
And with that, we went out separate ways, I had to go through security and all that jazz, and then I was just sitting there, waiting for my flight when I got a text from George, it read, I love you so much, stay safe <3 , but what I didn't know was that wasn't going to happen, in reality the plane was going to make a crash landing in the forest at exactly 10:23 pm, leaving 1 with only a 20% chance of living and the rest severely injured, do you want to know who that unfortunate one person was?
.....me
It's been a week since the accident, I couldn't open my eyes but I could hear- and feel everything, I could feel the IV taped to my arm, I could hear the steady beeping of my heart monitor, and occasionally I could hear voices.
In the past couple days I've heard my moms voice, my sisters voice, my brothers voice, Nicks voice, and...George's voice, turned out he would see me again sooner than he thought.
It pained me that they were all seeing me like this, the crying from my mom, the sniffles from my siblings that could somehow hold themselves together, the sadness in Nicks voice every time he spoke, but what hurt the most were George's sobs, every once in a while he would break down and what broke me was that I couldn't help him.
I couldn't pull him close and tell him everything would be fine, I couldn't pepper kisses on his face to stop his tears, I couldn't make him feel better. Whenever he was alone in the room with me he would talk to me, just like right then
"I miss you so much, I wish you could just wake up and tell me it's ok, but there's a high chance that might never happen" he said with a quivering voice
I just wanted to be able to tell him I missed him too, there wasn't even words to describe how much I hated this
I heard him pull a chair up to where I was lying and I felt his hand slip into mine, I used all of my force to try and squeeze his hand, whenever we squeezed each other's hands twice it was like our non verbal way of saying I love you.
But I could only make an almost unnoticeable movement, but he noticed it, so that's all that mattered
He gasped,
"C-clay?" he asked
I tried to do it again, it was much easier this time, I felt as if I was being freed from the restraints on my body, so I squeezed his hand twice, not tight enough to hurt him but tight enough so he knows it was on purpose
I slowly opened my eyes, having to adjust to the light and pointed up to my face because he was too concentrated on my hands to realize what was happening.
He looked up to me and his eyes began to water, he leaned in to give me a kiss I accepted and I've never felt more happy in my life.
"I missed you too" I said groggily
But then I started to feel weird, my heartbeat began to quicken, and I felt extremely dizzy, I could hear an alarm going off in the distance but that wasn't my main focus
"George I-I love you, so much, tell everyone else who's been here that I l-love them too, p-please don't forget me, I'll be watching over you, I promise, please don't join me to soon" I said, tears streaming down my face
"Clay I love you so much too, I'll never forget you, I swear on my heart, I could never, ever forget you" he choked out, sobbing
"O-one last kiss...please" I begged him
He listened and gave me a shaky kiss,
"D-don't cry over me, please, I want you to be happy" I whispered to himHe just looked at me with so much pain in his eyes that it was unbearable,
"I'm glad you were mine, goodbye"
He shook his head and sobbed as my eyes closed, latching onto my hands for dear life, but my consciousness was slowly fading.
George's POV
I couldn't believe it...he was the only person who ever genuinely cared that much about me, he said we would be together forever, no matter what happened. But I guess no one can tell the future, huh? Without him I felt broken, like my other half had been ripped from me and I was slowly bleeding out.I retracted my hand and fished my phone out of my pocket, dialing his mum and leaving the room, I couldn't see him like this, it would just make me want to go with him more than I already did.
"Hello, who is this?" She asked, with a forced happy voice
"T-this is George, he's gone, he- he's really gone" I said sobbing even harder than I thought was possible
The line went quiet, all I could hear was a whisper,
"how did you find out"
"I was there with him, he told me tell you that he loves you" I shakily said
"That must have been terrible" she mumbled in a voice that sounded like she was crying
She was right, it was terrible, I had to watch the happiness drain from him, I had to watch someone so young be robbed of their life, I had to hear his last words, but hey, at least I got to see him one last time.
I wish he didn't have to go so soon, it's not fair, oh how much I would miss calling him until 5 o'clock in the morning, I would miss his hugs, his love, his kisses, his cute laugh that sounded like a boiling tea kettle, but most of all, I would just miss him.
A/N
Words: 1,397
Time: 2 hours
Extras: First time writing angst? Was it sad enough? Idk, TYSM FOR 400 reads!! I love you all so much ❤️
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