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When I See You Again

TW: suicide

Clays POV
It had been a year since George passed, every once and a while I'd see him in a dream, and even sometimes in real life, but I had no idea if he was actually there.

I had made my way to the memorial we made him in the backyard, I had no idea if he was even there because they never found his body, so instead I made a patch of land with a plaque,

George Davidson
November 1st, 1996 - June 27th 2020
"I only want to things in this world. I want you and I want us"

You may be wondering about the quote...well that was what he said when he proposed, and it's been his and my favorite quote since.

I basically had a ritual going at this point, every night I could, I'd go out and watch the sunset, sitting on the bench right next to wear I hoped he found his way to.

To mark a year, I wanted to make it special for him if he was really there, I lit one of his favorite candles, I put on a blue sweater, and I started playing his playlist with his favorite songs.

After a couple minutes I felt a presence sat next to me, it gave off a warm feeling and it felt strangely comforting, I was already crying at the memories of him and I with these songs, but this thing seemed to soother me.

I closed my eyes and hung my head,

"It'll be ok, I promise" a soft voice whispered, it sounded so much like him it made me cry even harder, at this point I was desperately sobbing, a million more memories came flooding in,

Our first kiss, our first date, the first time we travelled together, when we finally moved in together, our first time, our wedding, and the one that hurt the most, the phone call...the phone call that announced him dead.

"I'm sorry George, I know you would want me to be strong but I just can't, I miss you so much, I can't just put everything we had behind me." I whimpered out in between sobs.

I took a shaky deep breath

"I've even been thinking about paying you a visit" I mumbled, blinking the tears from my eyes

"I just can't take it anymore, I miss you too too much" I whispered under my breath

"It'll get better, just hold on, for me?"
The voice said

I just shook my head and continued sobbing, I then sniffled and tried to calm myself down.

"I can't, I don't want to let you down but I can't, I can't even comprehend how much I miss you, I'm sorry I'm a disappointment but....I can't hold on anymore...not without you" I said, tears pouring down my face at a rapid pace

"I'm not disappointed, it's just sad to see you go so soon, I love you Clay" as much as I wanted to stay, and make him happy, I just physically couldn't, the thought of leaving was just to luring...and I couldn't fight it.

So, I ended up going to my favorite bridge in town, it was the tallest too, no one could survive that fall.

As I jumped I felt like I was being freed from something, I knew all I wanted was to see him again, and this way, I could.

Before I knew it I was in his arms again, I was sobbing but, it was because I was happy, I wasn't sure if in reality it would work, but I was willing to take the risk and I'm glad I did, no more mourning, no more loss of motivation, no more of those useless serotonin pills, no more fake smiles, now I could be myself again.

"I can't believe you actually did that" he whispered

"I can't either but I don't care, I'd rather be with you than be there, drowning in my sorrows"

"Ok, well let me bring you to our house, the spirit world is almost a direct copy of the real world, it's just more peaceful and less about things" he said happily, I know he didn't want me to do it but I know he's also glad that I'm here.

Once we got there we laid down and just cuddled, I was holding onto him for dear life and peppering kisses onto his face, as if this were some sort of dream and everything would be back to normal if I didn't keep ahold of him.

He seemed to be enjoying it though, he had a content look on his face and his eyes looked as if they had stars in them.

"I missed you" I whispered, nuzzling myself into the crook of his neck

"I missed you too baby" he whispered back, rubbing one of his hands through my hair.

"You look even prettier than I remembered" I mumbled as I started to drift off to sleep, I assumed I didn't even really need sleep anymore but being in his arms felt to comforting not to.

A/N
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I honestly need all the advise I can get. Also this was lowkey like fluff and angst but I kinda like the concept