i've started yet another fanfic whoops!
alex from target? (holy fuck he's hot)
yeah so check that out on my account
also I have a Reece Bibby one called 'Complications'
if you could check that out, that would be great
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enjoy c:
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"Casey, look can we meet up after school somewhere, I need to speak to you. It's important." I uttered down the phone. Last night, Reece had admitted his feelings for me, and I was unsure about what I felt towards him. I was in love with Charlie, but yesterday, after spending time with Reece, I was confused. Maybe I liked Reece too? We were friends, but most relationships are based on good friendships, well so every magazine article tells me, and so did Darcy, that's how her and Jake eventually went out, because of there strong friendship, one of which Reece and I shared.
I was friends with Charlie, but I felt as if Reece and I were a lot closer.
I felt as if Charlie and I were only going to be friends, and nothing more. Reece was lovely, and now I knew he had feelings for me, it made me weirdly happy, and euphoric about it. I just only hoped it was Charlie who had admitted his feelings. I'd waited long enough. A year or more to be precise. It had been a year or more, since I had discovered Charlie, and gradually developed feelings for him. I watched him every morning, hop onto the bus at his usual spot. I watched him, have and then loose girlfriends, and everytime I would find myself weeping after him, only hoping that one day that could be me. Never in a million years did I imagine I'd get the oppurtunity to talk to him, and never did I imagine him kissing me, and then handing me a necklace that is worth more than anything I've ever owned.
The unfortunate thing was, the kiss Charlie had blessed me with, was a mistake, but the one with Reece, it meant something. It wasn't awkward, it happened because it was suppose to and the great thing was, neither of us regretted it. But why did I regret the kiss with Charlie? Maybe because he was dating Rosie, or maybe I knew that he deserved more than me?
"Sure, let's say five at Costa, yeah?" He asked, and I nodded, even though he couldn't see that.
"Thank you Casey." I beamed. "It means a lot." I added, and I heard him chuckled slightly.
"No worries, see you then." He spoke, before ending the call.
The support I get from the boys, was super. I'm happy I finally have the oppurtunity to talk to people about my problems, instead of remaining in my bedroom, and bottling them up and end up crying about it. I had no-one at home to comfort me, Mum wasn't bothered, and Dad was never in. So to get support from the boys was fantastic.
I also needed to get out, seeing as I wasn't going to school today. I didn't have the energy to tackle another day at school, trying to avoid both Charlie and Reece. Never ever did I even imagine I'd have a trouble over boys. I didn't ever imagine someone falling in love with me, especially not someone as amazing as Reece. I liked Reece, but then again I liked Charlie, but I had no idea who I liked more. Of course I preferred Reece as a friend. It was obvious I was in love with Charlie, I couldn't switch lanes that easily, love isn't simple, and I just can't find a way of falling out of love with Charlie. Everyday he'll do something different, making me fall in love with him even more. Reece just didn't have that effect on me, sure he was lovely, but he wasn't Charlie, and Charlie was the one I was really aiming for.
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"One vanilla latte, and a strawberry and cream cooler, thanks." Casey asserted. I had offered various times to pay, but Casey would push my hands away. Seriously, these boys were the nicest, most genuine people I had ever met, and I was so thankful for having them in my life. They all needed to stop being so wonderful towards me, or else I'd end up falling in love with Casey too!
