After The Kissing Booth

But-but This Can't be True

"But I feel like crap." I say as I beg my dad to let me stay home.
"Elle, I know you don't feel good but it's just your period, you've been having it for 4 years now." My dad says after talking a sip of coffee.
"But I feel worse then usual today." I say hugging my stomach.
"Elle, you're going, you have two tests today. Now go get dressed." My dad says finishing the conversation.

I stomp up the stairs to my room and start to get dressed.

Of course the day I have two very important tested I have a really heavy flow.

"Elleeee." Brad says.
"Lee's here."
"K." I say grabbing my bag and rushing downstairs
"Bye, love you." I say before rushing out the door.

I get into Lee's car and lay my head on the seat.

"What's wrong." Lee says.
"Period." I say whining.
"What? No you had that 2 mo-wait you haven't had your period in two months so you missed one." Lee says looking over to me.
"No? Did I? Well no because I'm obviously on it now." I say confused.
"Yeah, I know for a fact you had it two months ago? Elle are you okay?" Lee says stopping the car.
"It's probably just got a weird cycle or something." I say trying to brush it off.
"Elle, I'm your best friend, I know when you have it and when your not on it and you've never missed a period or had it early, you always get it exactly a month after every time."
"Well then what's wrong with me?" I say starting to get concerned.
"I don't fucking know but we're going to my house to see my mom." Lee says turning around.
"O-okay." I say bouncing my leg up and down.

The whole drive to the Flynn's is silent. I just stare out the window nervously. What is wrong with me. Do-do I have cancer? That's the only thing I can think of. But I can't. But I can.

"Mom." Lee says as soon as we get inside.
"Lee? Hunny what are you doing home? Elle?" June says when she notices me.
"H-hi." I say biting my nails.
"What's wrong?" June says right away as soon as she notices something is off.
"I'm bleeding, heavily and it's not that time of the month." I say gulping.
"Wha-what? Elle we need to get you to a hospital now." June says in concern.
"Is it that bad?" I say as a tear runs down my cheek.
"Elle we just need to get you checked you out, even if it's just something so simple. With your mo-mom, we need to get you checked out." June says putting her arm on my shoulder.

Me and June go to the hospital and Lee goes to school so he can get the test done.

When we get to the hospital June gets everything done for me while I'm just sitting nervously.

"Elle Evans." A nurse says.

I quickly get up and walk to where the nurse brings me.

Before I know it I collapse onto the floor and the last thing I remember is the nurse yelling for others.

...

I wake up in a hospital bed hooked to a cord.

"Ms Evans, good thing you're up." The nurse says as she notices me sitting up.
"What happened to me?" I gulp.
"Elle, you had a miscarriage." The nurse says frowning.
"What, no, that's not possible, I-I wasn't pregnant." I say as everything runs through my head.
"You were, six weeks. pregnant, I'm so sorry Elle." The nurse says.

I just go silent. But-but I didn't even know I was pregnant. It's not like I've never had sex, but, well it is adding up now. Me and Noah had it when he was here for Halloween dance and I missed my last period. But, I just lost a baby.

"Elle? Hunny are you okay?" The nurse says after I don't talk for two minutes.
"Huh? Oh p-yeah, I guess. Could I have sometime alone." I say looking up to her.
"Oh of course Dear, just when ever you're ready let the front desk know you're leaving and we'll get you to sign some papers." The nurse says before she leaves.

10 minutes later after just lying there in silence I finally decide I should probably head home. Or to the Flynn's. Scratch that, the Flynn's and not my house.

...

"Oh my god Elle. Fuck. Fuck, this is all my fault." Noah says after i tell him.
"No, Noah it's not, it's no ones fault." I say in tears.
"Elle, Elle please don't cry, please don't." Noah begs.

After talking to Noah on the phone for two hours I fall asleep on the phone with Noah. That night I sleep at the Flynn's in Noah's room because I'm to nervous to go home and tell my dad. Lee also doesn't know yet, I just told him I was early and that he didn't need to come see me. I don't want to tell him, but I'm going to need to, at some point.

Hi, sorry for not updating in so long. I have just recently started school back up and haven't had a lot of time on my hands, but I will try my best to be as active as I can.