Lovely Chaos

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Cicadas are chirping outside my window; I can hear various sounds of talking and banging outside my room.

I lazily blink at the bright light around me, taking a second to adjust my eyes to my surroundings. I roll over and check the time: 07:09AM.

I'm so tired....

My previous night was spent lying wide awake, unable to get Jimin out of my mind.

This always happens, some guy shows me attention and now they're living in my head rent free

I reluctantly force my body out of bed and get myself washed up and dressed. In the kitchen are all the 7 members, some more lively than others. Breakfast consists of leftover fried rice.

"Did you guys sleep well?" I ask with a yawn.

"Yeah, starting tomorrow we have the week off so we're all pretty excited" Taehyung replies, rubbing his drooping eyelids.

The rest nod in agreement, reciprocating the 'Good Morning' greeting. My eyes fall onto Jimin, who doesn't look my way or even acknowledge my presence.

I take my seat next to Yoongi, greeting his sleepy demeanor with a smile and a "good morning", to which he just nods and maintains his silence. Right as I sit down, Yoongi frantically inhales his breakfast before getting up and going into his room.

Something's not right...

After getting handed my portion of breakfast, Hoseok shuffles to the seat next to mine, talking to me cheerfully about the day they had ahead of them.

Talking to Hoseok was always a cheerful event, and he always ensures an energetic atmosphere without a dull moment.

I'm momentarily distracted by my thoughts as I listen to Hoseok's narrations, though I'm then pulled away from my fantasy and brought back to reality when the image of Yoongi's face appears uninvited in my mind.

"Hey Hoseok..." I begin, "Is everything okay with Yoongi? He's been acting strange since yesterday evening"

Hoseok's attention quickly shifts from his story to my words, "You think something is wrong?", he asks.

I nod in agreement, "Yeah, hes been actively avoiding me and the group a lot, and his responses have become more listless and shorter than usual"

"Hmm... he gets into these kinds of moods a lot when work isn't going the way he wants it to... Have you asked him why he's being like this?" Hoseok says.

"No, I don't think he'll open up to me since he's still cautious around me.." I state in a sort of whisper.

"I'll ask him for you" Hoseok says with a smile; his eyes maintain seriousness.

I nod and Hoseok and continues on with his cheerful monologue, and we finish our breakfast. We're the last to leave. I give Hoseok a nod of encouragement as he gets up and begins to make his way to Yoongi's room. I quietly walk over and sit myself onto the couch.

Moments pass, though short, and I see Yoongi's door open and Hoseok walking out, a look of confusion blended with concern fills his face.

"So?" I ask him.

"Well, I asked him what's wrong and he basically just said "nothing really" and told me to leave so he can get ready" He replies sorrowfully.

We both nod our head in unison as I proceed to say "Something's definitely wrong, right?".

"Definitely"

We wave our farewells and I go back into my room to do some work, my mind battling between thoughts of Jimin and then of Yoongi. I go on with my day in a restless manner.

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