Cypher {Suga X Reader}

Cypher

Today I hung out with all of the members, we were all drinking and laughing on the rooftop as per usual, though this time none of the boys spilled out any hidden emotions. It was an underwhelming yet leisurely adventure.

"Do you guys get back to work tomorrow?" I ask, taking in the scenery of the same rooftop for the fourth time since my migration here.

"Yeah, were going to visit the sites where we'll be filming the music video", Jungkook exclaims cheerfully, snacking on a warm sweet potato in the chilly autumn wind.

"Man! That must be so exciting!" I grin to myself, engulfed in anticipation to hear their new album which they have carefully isolated me from, at my request.

The moonlight was imprisoned in the gathering clouds of the sky, all I can hear is the chatter amongst me and the shifting of chairs.

Yoongi is sat next to me, his hand that is interlaced with mine rests on my thigh. He seems happy, and he's blabbering away with Jhope about something or another.

It's 12:45AM, and I'm getting kind of tired. I haven't drank as much as usual.

To the yawn that leaves my mouth Yoongi turns to me, "Are you tired, babe?"

"A little" I reply, rubbing my eyelids.

"Me too" he leans in and whispers in my ear, and we both giggle like little kids who have a shared secret.

"Lets go and rest", he smiles.

After announcing to rest of the members that we will be leaving, Yoongi and I run down to the flat, our hands clasped together and laughing like rebellious kids at the underwhelming situation.

At the flat, in Yoongi's room, I'm in the bathroom, washing my face and changing into comfier clothes; grey loose pyjama shorts and an oversized black jumper.

I come out and find Yoongi already in bed, and I join him. We lay together, his arm around me, the phone screen blinding in the dark room.

"I love you.." Yoongi gently whispers in my ear, and I think it's the first time he has directly told me this.

I burn red at his words though he can't see since it's almost pitch black. He pulls me into a gentle kiss, caressing my cheek.

"I love you too.." I say it back.

I lay on his chest, listening to the rhythm of his heartbeat, though it's faint, almost inaudible, and we both slowly drift off to sleep.

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The morning light greets me and I check the time; 09:43AM. The birds are chirping, but the cicadas continue to deafen me. The scattering particles of dust enthrall my surroundings.

Fuck, I overslept..

Suddenly it all goes quiet. Bloodshot silence. Except for the piercing ringing in my ears. It's hot, and the sun is burning through the small window beside me. In my apartment, I'm all alone, and an overwhelming feeling comes over me.

But this has happened before, so I sit in bed and breathe, trying to get over it.

The fan meet... it's at 13:00 isn't it..

I scratch my head before getting up and walking to the bathroom, sweat dripping down my forehead, and I stumble across my halfway unpacked suitcase thats been abandoned in the corner.

Drawings of the BTS members lay on the table next to the couch,

Should I bring them with me?

After taking a shower and making a quick breakfast, it's already 10:30AM.

I rush to get ready and my head is pounding. In the crowded subway, there's lots of young girls and boys with BTS merch on them.

Probably also going to the fan meeting..

We finally arrive at the venue, and there are crowds of people standing outside the closed doors. I'm still sweating, and it's a little hard to breathe. I'm subconsciously looking for someone.

We're outside...

Cars whiz by as I stand underneath a tree to hide away from the sun; the cicadas are louder than ever; people's excited chattering is bombarding me. All the sounds are clearer than ever before, but they're too loud.

Finally, I'm going to meet them!

After about an hour of waiting and pacing around, the doors open and we cue up to meet the boys. I take in their faces, almost brought to tears at finally seeing them in person. I stare at Suga, my heart leaping in anticipation, my body overwhelmed with emotion.

And it's my turn now. It started off with Jin, and then it went to V, and then Jungkook, and then Jimin, and then RM, and then Suga, and lastly Jhope.

With the members I exchanged high fives, and they signed some posters, and we talked for close to 90 seconds, and it ended in about 3 hours. Me and the members, we were strangers. Nothing more than a fan and her idols. I took the crowded subway home, tired, and today, at the fan meeting,

I never rapped that verse from Cypher.

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Writers note: edited the ending cuz i didn't like it. Thanks for reading if you're made it this far! Sorry for the sucky ending~