Cypher {Suga X Reader}

Connected Through Desperate Emotions

"It's mine.."

Yoongi's words echo through my ears.

"Thanks for drawing my picture, I love it" Yoongi smiles as he takes the canvas out of my outstretched hands.

I wave a 'you're welcome' gesture and exit his room, the cold air of the hallway hits my bare skin.

I think I'll go to the dance room and take my mind off of paint and work for a little while

My eyes are on the floor, observing the marble interior. As I make the first few steps towards my room, my body comes in contact with another being, causing me to flinch my head upright before stumbling backwards over my clumsy feet.

"I guess bumping into each other has become a routine sort of thing" Namjoon states with a laugh, covering his mouth with his hands. His dimples still manage to peak through.

God why am I like this

"Oh man, sorry!" I exclaim, laughing with him, "It must be fate".

Namjoon grins as he casually pets the top of my head and continues on down the hallway.

I reach my room and begin packing my little workout bag with the essentials, whilst picking out the clothes I'll change into in my mind. I decide on leggings and a simple shirt, though my hair tie was lost in the anarchic state of the room which led me to leave my hair un-touched.

I make my way to the upstairs somewhat studio, where I'm alone and in peace. Before stretching, I make sure to plug my phone into the speaker and set up the camera to face me, mentally deciding on what to do today. As I'm sitting on the floor, baring through the discomfort and pain of the stretches, my mind concludes to doing a freestyle to Jimin's "Serendipity"; the song has a good base for a dance.

I can't help it, Jimin's voice is just so peaceful
Though the words he speaks are harsh
.........
Hey! We forgave and forgot, remember?

The music makes its way into the air conditioned studio room, my mind is blank, but my heart is spilling out imprisoned emotion. My body begins to move on it's own, responding to Jimin's pleasing voice and the sentimental yet lustful lyrics. My movements are that of a contemporary style dance, putting my years of ballet to practice.

// you know, I know//
// 너는 나, 나는 너 (you are me, I am you) //

My vision is blurry, my mind runs wild, my thoughts are empty, my emotions are present. This state is interrupted by a figure in the mirror moving towards me; Jimin's eyes are wide in intrigue.

Without a second to spare, Jimin joins me in the freestyles dance, adhering his movements to mine. Before you know it, it's me and Jimin dancing freely, though in harmony to his song, ingesting his voice like poison.

// when you see me, when you touch me //

Jimin's hands stroke each curve and crevice of my body through my clothes, his face occasionally coming close to mine. His fingers run through my hair, his body interlocks with mine to the beat of the song. It's something of an arousal portrayed through dance; we are both yearning for each other within our movements.

His hands travel all around me, his face that of a desperate soul. His touch sends fire through my skin; our hands interlock on occasion and his body touches mine.

"Cause you love me, and I love you", Jimin harmonizes to his own voice in the song, capturing my gaze.

// love me now, //
// touch me now, //
// just let me love you... //

Our impromptu duet ends with his right hand placed at the left side of my jaw; his left hand grips my waist while my right hand is wrapped around his neck. As the remaining melody of the song dies down, Jimin slowly pulls at my waist, bringing me closer to his starved demeanor. His face begins to slowly lean into mine, his eyes focused only on my lips. We're only centimeters away. I see darkness, I'm lost in his eyes; I can feel his panting breath on my cheek.

My vision returns and my conscious is awakened when I spot someone's figure quickly walking away from the studio, though I may just be seeing things.

Who was that?

The music stops, silence fills the room; all thats heard is the sounds of our quiet yet piercing breathing. Jimin freezes right as his lips hover above my own, his eyes quickly shifting up to mine and I can see my reflection in his pupils. The member's hands release me and one drops by his side, with the other he's wiping the sweat off of his forehead while moving distinctly farther, looking away from me.

More importantly, what just happened...

"So you can dance, huh?" Jimin finally says after a few moments of silence, his voice echos the room.

"I guess, I like to escape through dancing" I reply, unable to remove my gaze from his body; his clothes are sticking to his frame.

So we're just going to pretend nothing happened here...
Alright then mister "I hate you"

"You're surprisingly good, that was fun. I'm happy you chose my song to dance to" He says with a playful smile,

Surprisingly????

"I was going up to the studio to practice and I saw you dancing to Serendipity, and I couldn't help but stare. You didn't even notice me!"

How long had he been there before joining in..?

"Haha, yeah... This song somehow never fails to make me feel something" I smile whilst grabbing the bottle of water placed in the corner of the room, "You thirsty?"

After we both hydrate ourselves, I begin to walk out of the studio with my things in my bag; I notice Jimin is staying in place.

"You're not coming?" I ask in confusion.

"I uh- no, I'm going to stay here and practice some dances" He stammers.

I shrug an "okay" and make my way downstairs  to the flat, my mind can't help but reminiscent the moments I had just experienced only a minute ago.

After finally hauling down that last step of stairs, I make my way into the door and through the hallway of the flat, being greeted with Seokjin at the kitchen stove and Jungkook seated at the table. The smell of food welcomes my appetite.

"Hey, where did you go?" asks Jungkook, eyeing my sweaty exterior.

"Can't you tell?" I joke, "Just got back from the dance studio upstairs."

"Oh, didnt Jimin go there just a few minutes ago?" Seokjin asks Jungkook.

"That's right" He responds, "Did you see him there by any chance?"

"Oh uh- yeah we bumped into each other, seems like he's practicing something important", I make the decision to keep our little duet a secret.

"Oh okay, well dinner is almost ready. Could you call down Yoongi so he can join us for once" Seokjin chuckles at his own sarcasm.

I nod before walking up to Yoongi's tightly shut door, knocking before I enter,

"Hey, what are you, sleeping? Jin says the food is almost ready so come out and lets go eat" I shout out. Yoongi's room is dark; hes sprawled out on his bed, his headphones blocking out my voice; his eyes shut.

"Oi!" I shout once more, coming towards him and poking his arm.

Yoongi flinches ans slowly looks up at me, his eyes look heavy and sad,

"I'll eat later. You can go now" he responds impassively, quickly turning his head back around to face the wall and closing his eyes.

What's his problem?

I shrug and walk out of his room, entering my own within a few steps.

What a day, what a moment...

I suddenly remember that I had set up a camera which was meant to be to film something for my online dance page.

Guess I can't upload it now..

I fiddle with the buttons and press 'play', reviewing our lustful encounter.

Does Jimin still hate me? Or has he become more warm to my presence?
Did dance just intertwine us?

We connected through desperate emotions.