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Has the week went on, gulf was falling. He stayed later at his job, it wasn't for the money, it was to keep himself occupied. Gulf really wasn't for masterbation and he couldn't relieve his stress to his game, so now for the last week, he was frustrated, irritated, stressed and a bit heart broken.
He really missed talking to emma319 but he knew nothing was going to change, so he decided to just stay away from the game all together since they followed his avatar but didn't give any real reason why they couldn't meet.
By Saturday, gulf was beat, he took his emotions and indulged in work.
Waking, he turned his head to look at his clock, it read 10 in the morning.
Groaning, he peered his eyes to to the shut off computer, to sign.
He really was missing the game and emma319.
Turning he went to his back to look to the ceiling.
He brought his hand to his forehead to squeeze it a bit.
Why can't you just meet me? You and I have so much in common, both had a rough time growing up, we work hard, love this game, can talk nonsense for hours, both seem to have rough relationships, both like each other so what is the fucking problem?
Signing, gulf got up, placing his hands behind him to look to his wall.
Could..... She be the younger? Is she lying about being 22, working at a bar? Could she be..... Maybe ugly?
Gulfs eyes darted.
At this point, appereance wouldn't really matter to me......I don't have a type, how she and I interact with one another, it's good enough for me.
Turning his head he eyed the computer.
What is your deal?
Shaking his head, he got up to go shower.
After, he went to his small kitchen to make a meal for himself, to his lone table, he hung his head to take a deep breathe.
He was feeling more alone then ever. It was like this before he met Emma319. Gulf didn't like it.
Eating his food, he placed it on the sink, to then was dishes looking down.
The real life friends he did make through high school, were all busy with there relationships to want to hang out. There weren't a lot, only 4 but gulf didn't know what to do. He was not liking this.
Completing doing the dishes, gulf went to his room, to sit in the chair, looking intently to the black screen feeling very very lonely.
Maybe......I just have to accept the two of us..... Will never meet. Accept there excuses and just act like I never asked to meet them, even though I would really like that.
Maybe there life really is hectic, maybe they do have to take care of there family, maybe they are in a relationship and since they now know I like them, they just don't want to meet. Even though I..... Want to see them.... And maybe pursue a relationship, maybe they just want to be only friends.
Gulf took a deep breathe in.
Turning on his computer, he couldn't stand it. This feeling was causing him to much stress, it was starting to hurt his mind and stomach, especially his heart.
Just friends...... Just internet friends.
Going to the game, gulf looked to the conversation, everyday emma319 messaged him saying they were sorry and to please talk to them.
Peering his eyes to his avatar, his face fell.
Emma319 avatar was right near him, lying down, with zzzz over there head.
Have...... You've been waiting for me?
Gulf took a deep breathe in to place his fingers to the key board.
Gulfie22: I'm sure you are asleep, but when you wake. Come find me. Need help to kill all these zombies. Lol
He hit send to widen his eyes..
The avatar woke to stand.
Emma319: I wasn't sleeping. I placed my avatar in sleep mode, how are you? I am so sorry gulfie22 please please please don't be mad at me anymore. I have really missed you.
Gulf smiled.
Gulfie22: I'm not mad anymore. I've missed you too. Been working very hard. Let's go and kill some zombies.
Then gulf placed a smiling emoji.
Has Gulfs avatar turned the other grabbed him.
Emma319: before we do that. You were right and I have not been fair to you. I have to say......I am not who you think I am. I'm not the dog with the flower.
Gulf lightly chuckled.
Gulfie22: oh no...... The deception..... Whatever, let's go and.....
Emma319: gulfie22: let me say, I am not pretty, but I know I'm cute, probably taller then you, lengthy and athletic with semi short black hair I often place in a ponytail.
Gulf chewed at his inner cheek, hearing them describe themselves was making his lower grow.
Taking a deep breathe he couldn't help himself, it had been so long.
Bringing his hand to his pants he lower them to take out his length, playing with his head.
Gulfie22: are you telling the truth your really 22?
Emma319: yes. Just turned 2 months ago.
Gulf smiled to start to stroke.
Gulfie22: could you keep describing yourself since I don't have any pictures of you?
Gulf gritted his teeth, you are disgusting doing this but...... There is something about them and I can't seem to stop myself.
Emma319: well, just got my ears pierced. Now have 3 holes in my left, have brown eyes, skinny waist, like I said really slender. I just took a shower so I smell of flowers.
Could um..... You describe yourself?
Gulfs eyes widen to pump his length a bit faster. He was fantasizing about a tall girl, with shoulder length hair, who was dripping wet by just coming out of the shower.
Gulfie22: well, I'm 175cm, slender too, not very muscler, I don't have any fat on my body, just took a shower a few hours ago and I oddly too smell of flowers.
Gulf started to come close.
Emma319: do you still have short hair or long? Are you light skinned or dark? Did..... You touch yourself all over in the shower?
Gulfs eyes widen, are they...... Like I am....
Little gulf grow harder in his hand, this thought was turning him on.
Gulfie22: a bit longer, not to your length, dark skinned and.......I cleaned everywhere. Did you?
Emma319: I like my men dark skinned and yes......I cleaned myself all over, cleaning every where. If you know what I mean.
Gulf hunched himself over to really stroke.
That did it, he closed his eyes to really fantasized this girl.
Oh.....emma319....I wish you were here with me..... Would love to fed you this load, would also love to hold you and kiss you.....
Would love just to hold your hand and be near you.....
Gulf leaned his back to the chair, lifted his head to cum.
Breathing heavily, he looked to the conversation to smile.
Emma319: I...... Believe you and I..... Are being naughty..... Hehehe
Gulf lightly chuckled to take his clean hand up to type.
Gulfie22: mmm..... Maybe. Well, let's go kill some zombies.
Gulf didn't know if the other did what he did, but he was too shy to ask.
Emma319: gulfie22: what are you doing tomorrow?
Gulf sat up.
Gulfie22: nothing, but I won't be on till later.
Emma319: that's..... Not why I'm asking. If..... You don't care..... That I'm not pretty...... We can meet tomorrow at that one Ice cream shop you were talking about. Would 1 work?
Gulfs eyes widen to lit up.
Gulfie22: yes, that would be perfect. You don't have to worry about a thing, I'll pay. And I don't care if you think your not pretty, I'm sure you very much are. I can't wait!!!
Emma319: neither can I! I really do want to meet you. Well, I need to take another shower. Lol. Please give me the address and Im going to sign off. Need to get my beauty sleep before I see you.
Gulf smiled wide.
Gulfie22: yes you go take a shower, can not wait to see you! I'm sure you don't need sleep, Im sure you are very beautiful.
Emma319: :). I can not wait.
Gulf then sent them the address to shut off the computer, he fixed himself to get up to go to the sink to wash his hands with glee.
"I'm going..... To see.....emma319 tomorrow.....I can't wait! Finally! I'm going to see them!"
Gulf then turned to go straight to bed to then eye the clock. It was 1pm.
He sat up to groan.
Damn it! Still early...... But I really can't wait.! Can't wait to see you tomorrow!

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