cyber miscommunication

awkward morning

A few hours later, gulf stay in the bed and couldn't any longer, first his lower back really hurts, second mew was snuggled close to him and third his mind wouldn't stop.
He couldn't believe they actually had sex. Gulf couldn't believe that it was the best he ever had, but he couldn't understand how or why.
Groaning silently, gulf couldn't fathom that he had been the girl, that he had mews semen in his rectum.
Gagging only a bit, gulf then shuffled up to move mews arm away, to look to see mew then moved to his back with a wide smile.
Gulf looked to him with narrowed eyes.
I thought I was talking advantage of him but maybe...... He was.....
Gulf looked forward, slightly to his side to shake his head.
No......I don't believe he took advantage of me, I was the one who was asking for it. We're both guys, who could have passed that up.
Gritting his teeth, gulf winced has he got up.
Going to his dresser, he placed on boxers and shorts a bit painful to go to the bathroom.
Wincing, he relieved himself to go to the sink to brush his teeth to look himself over.
Leaning back a bit, he placed his other hand to his chocker to sign.
Taking it off, he placed it to the sink edge.
Isn't...... The bitch.....or bottom suppose to wear.....
Gulf groaned.
Is that why he gave me one?
Signing, he brushed his teeth ferociously.
Thoughts were coming through his head at random. Gulf wasent processing what they did correctly.
Done, gulf went out to see mew had turned to the side, sleeping soundly.
Gulf took in a deep breathe in to shake his head to look to the side.
I am such a fucked up person.
I can't believe I had this happen and to a friend.....
Stepping quietly, gulf needed to keep his mind busy at the moment before he did something stupid.
Right now he was thinking of throwing mew out and never talking to him again, but gulf knew it was not his fault.
Opening his eyes slowly, mew to his stomach, shuffled it about to widen them.
The night before crept in his mind.
"Mmm..... Gulf?"
Mew turned to pat, then leaned up, eyes darting.
"Gulf?"
Hearing a noise from the kitchen, mew eyed the clock, it read 6 in the morning.
Mew sat up to bring his knees to his chest to eye the shut door.
He took a deep breathe in.
Here we go..... Whatever happens mew..... Try to still be in his life...... He is probably highly confused.... May even punch you and call you every name in the book.
Mew signed, to bring his hands up to undo his braids, they started to hurt his head.
Getting up, he bend to gather his boxers and pants to place them on.
To the bathroom he relieved himself to then go to the sink to wash his face.
Ugh, fell sleep with Make up.
Done, he turned to go to the door to place his hand to the nob, eyeing.
Just be understandable to this mew.
Gulf has never been with a man before......
Mew gulped.
Please don't be mad at me.
Taking in a long deep breathe in, he opened the door to go to the kitchen, to lean his body to the door frame, he wrapped his arms around his body to look to Gulfs back.
He was over the stove cooking.
"Mmm, isn't it a little to..... Early to be making breakfast?"
Gulf froze, his just tensed.
"Um........yes...... But..... Um..... Felt hungry..... Do you....."
Mew moved himself from the door frame to look to see what gulf was making.
"That looks delicious. Yes please."
Gulf turned his head to the side.
"Then..... Can you go....."
Mew nodded.
"I'll go sit."
Gulf gulped to hang his head to keep cooking.
I'm sorry I'm being cold to you mew, I..... Really don't know what to say.....
Finished, gulf plated to go to the table to place it in front of mew then to himself.
Sitting, he kept his head hung to swirl the food around with furrowed eye brows.
Mew kept his eyes to gulf to chew slowly.
"Not hungry?"
Gulf shrugged.
Moments passed of the same.
Mew took a deep breathe in.
"Um.... Gulf....I think we should...."
"No!" Gulf interrupted, closing his eyes.
Mews eyes widen to straighten.
Gulf gulped to take calming breathes, his heart would not calm down.
He opened his eyes to keep swirling.
"Mew......I....... I'm sorry I..... Took advantage of you last night. This week.....has been a bitch and...."
Mew lightly chuckled.
Gulf quivered feeling bad.
"Gulf......I told you last night..... You did not take advantage of me......I could see you were really stressed and frustrated, maybe a bit pent up. Has your...."
Mew gritted his teeth.
"Has your friend......I wanted to help. How are you this morning? Any pain?"
Gulf peered his eyes to the wall to nod.
"Mmm..... Sorry about that..... Being a virgin...."
Gulf widen his eyes to look to mew.
"I'm not a virgin."
Mew smirked to nod.
"I know that but...... In this instance you kind of were.... Unless.... Have you been with a....."
"No!"
Mew looked to his plate to nod.
"Well then.... There you go.... So gulf.... May I ask..... What happens now? I..... Don't want you to.... Disappear on me again."
Gulf breathed in deep to hang his head.
"I..... Really don't know.....I..... Think you and I...... Need a break from another and...... Can we...... Just forget this ever happened...."
No matter how intensely incredible it was.
Gulfs eyes widen to grit his teeth and hard.
Just thinking about it made him pinch a tent.
Mew kept his eyes to the plate to nod.
Guess..... It can't be helped..... Better then nothing..... At least he isn't saying we can't be friends...... Just need a break.....I..... Think I pushed him to far....I thought he would...... Want to go further.....
Mew signed, his heart started to sink.
"Mmm..... Then.....I think I should go...."
Gulf looked up, his face fell looking to mews depressive deamnor.
He hung his head again.
"I'm....... Very sorry mew...... But I'm not....."
Mew stood to become a bit angery.
"I know....... Your not gay...... Your straight.....I...... Just wanted to help gulf..... I..... Guess I'll..... See you eventually one day......"
Moving from the table, gulf got up to grab him by the wrist.
Mew breathed in deep, to hang his head.
"Mew.........I don't want us to lose our friendship over this...... You are the only one who I have shared deep things with.....I..... Dont want to lose you...."
Mew turned his head to the side.
Your kindness and sweetness is not fair gulf.
"You..... Won't gulf....... But I think your right..... We need to take a break..... I'll see you around......"
Mew took his arm away, happy he placed on his jacket to then be able to leave.
Gulf gulped feeling lousy.
Going forward, he opened the door to see mews back.
"Wait!"
Mew stopped to grit his teeth, he didn't turn, tears were falling.
"See you....... Friday? This doesn't need to be a long break......I...... Don't think.....I could go longer then that without you..... Being in my life..... Your a perfect friend."
Mew lifted his head to look to the ceiling.
He balled his hands into fists.
That word was starting to tick him off.
Mew knew they were more then that but gulf just wasent open for more, that fact was killing mew softly.
He nodded.
"See you...... Friday..... I'll..... Be here....."
Gulf smiled.
Seeing mew then leave, he laid his body to the door frame to sign, hanging his head.
I'm such an asshole..... This is all my fault.....
We were getting along so......
Shaking his head, he went inside to close the door, to then eye the table, he wasent hungry, he was tired.
Going inside, he looked to the side to see mews shirt.
With sullen eyes he went to it, to grab, he tried to sit but his lower back was making that action difficult, he was still in a bit of pain.
Laying to his side, gulf placed the covers over him, to clutch mews shirt to his body. He eyed the wall.
I am so sorry...... For how I am treating you mew and what happened last night..... This is all my fault..... But...... But...... I'm not gay.....I..... Don't want to lead you on........ Were just friends......
Gulf Closed his eyes tightly to grit his teeth.
That word didn't quite seem to fit them. But to gulf it was what they were.
Signing, gulf needed to sleep.
Mew......I hope I didn't hurt your feelings too bad. I'm..... So..... Sorry...... I'm a horrible friend.....