cyber miscommunication

my life

Coming home from a hard day at work, gulf went inside his apartment, to lean against the door, to stretch.
Only 22 and I'm all used up.
Laughing to himself, gulf took off his shoes to then hop in the shower, after he went out to dry and dress to then make himself something to eat.
Taking it to his desk with his computer, he instantly went online to smile.
Emma319: gulfie 22, where are you? Need help to kill these zombies. Hope you had a great day at work.
Taking a deep breathe and a spoonful of food, gulf placed his fingers to the key board to write back.
Gulfie22: I'm here I'm here. Had a long day. Don't be able to play long since it's 930pm. Let's kill some zombies. Hope you had a great day today.
Emma319: it's better now since you are here. Let's go.
Gulfs eyes started has his avatar followed this person's
The two had been talking for the last 3 months. One day being bored of just going to work, gulf bought this game and he received some bad people at first, gulf had put an actual picture of himself in the profile picture and that opened him up to some harassment, also older men wanting him to give out his email.
It made gulf disgusted and was about to delete the game, has he was about to that is when this emma319 came and stood up for him. Also helped him to be able to delete and block those perverts.
Gulf was a loner for has long has he could remember, he just wanted to make some actual friends. He was getting tired of being alone. Has he grew up, he had a few relationships with girls, but they never planned out for him. Gulf also didn't want anyone to know he was an orphan and didn't have anyone, he grew up in foster homes til he was 18, he never grew roots, they would eventually give him back, which just lead gulf into depression now and then.
However, he never dwelled on the negative but kept positive.
This was the main reason why he stayed a loner and never really tried to make any real friends has he went to school.
This emma319, was his only true friend, but every time he wished to meet the girl, she would always come up with some excuse, she also never would sent him any pictures of herself. Gulf didn't send any pictures of him to her, but in one conversation, about a month back, they talked of intimate things and gulf could not stop himself.
His last sexual relationship was when he was 20 that only lasted 6 months. She didn't want to keep it going because gulf wouldn't talk about his past, so she broke up with him. Gulf now was more cautious with who he let in his life. However, talking to this emma319, he could tell there was something there.
Gulf didn't tell them everything nor said he was an orphan but he did tell her other things he never told anyone else. Like his favorite color, his difficult school life, the fact he had no real friends, how he lived alone and I'n that intimate conversation, he told emma319 some things he liked and didn't like from the last time he had sex.
The other was very understanding, told gulf some things has well, they were his age, had a difficult school life also, only had a few real friends that were not virtual, had a crazy sort of life, but never went on to say why, they also didn't press gulf for further information, they generally seemed interested to just talk. Also when they had that intimate conversation, they let gulf lead and only asked a few questions.
Gulf was starting to feel real deep emotions for the other but no matter how many times he asked, they were unwilling to meet up, they always seemed to have excuses.
Not wanting to be alone again, gulf put up with it, but it was starting to wean.
He really wanted to meet this girl.
Gulfie22: emma319 go to the left, hide, there going to attack.
Emma319: oh relax I got them. You die more in this game then I do.
Gulf smiled to then look to the side to his clock, he signed.
It was 1130pm, he had been online for to long. He had to wake at 4 just to get ready for work.
Turning his head he messaged.
Gulfie22: I have to go. It's late. I'm sorry.
Emma319: don't be sorry. I'm sorry. Kept you too long. I know you have to wake up early for work. Can't wait tomorrow to talk to you again and kill more zombies.
Gulf made a face.
Gulfie22: rather to have you here then to talk. Can we....
Emma319: maybe one day, for now good night, see you tomorrow.
Then they left a kissing emoji.
Gulf leaned back to sign off, to look to the ceiling.
Why...... Won't you meet with me?
Taking a deep breathe in, gulf grabbed his bowl to take it to the kitchen to place it to the sink to then go to bed, to place his hands behind his head to look at the ceiling.
I..... Really don't get it. Why won't they meet with me? Are they really 22? I really hope I'm not talking to a high school student.
Gulf signed.
This girl is perfect, there understanding, don't ask for to much, don't ask me questions, generally want to talk, can really play this game.
Gulf turned to his side to eye the wall.
God......I really wish to see what you look like and not just that dog picture.
What is holding you back? You know what I look like...... We also both..... Had that one chat last month..... And yet you don't want to meet.... Why is your deal? What could you be hiding?
Signing, gulf reached his hand up to turn off his light. He needed to go to sleep and not worry about this.
Gulf Closed his eyes.
I have to meet them.... This is becoming ridiculous, I know there is an attraction so why are they being like this?
Taking a deep breathe, gulf needed to go to sleep.