cyber miscommunication

heart broken

To his bed, sitting to the edge, mew looked to the key, with tears falling down his face, they hadent stopped for the past hour.
Emma was to his open door, looking in, feeling horrible.
She knocked to see mew tense up.
"Emma......I need you..... To go away..... Please...."
Mew closed his eyes to take long breathes, they didn't seem to help but he didn't know what else to do.
Emma took a deep one of her own, to go in, to sit next to mew, to wrap her arms around her chest, eyeing him with sullen eyes.
Just then his mom came to watch.
"Mew..... I'm..... So sorry.....I thought.... Maybe.... Teasing a bit with being truthful..... Would have....... Helped you...... I'm so sorry...."
Mew hung his head.
"Emma......I need you...... To please leave...."
Mew knew this wasent his sister's fault, she didn't know the truth but he was remembering when gulf kept calling him by his sister's name, he needed to be alone.
"Mew..... Please.....I really am sorry....I didn't mean for this to....."
Mew turned his head to open his eyes to look to her in anger.
"Emma! I told you to leave! I also told you not to say anything about him me being my boyfriend! Now..... Get out! I don't want to see your face right now!"
Tears started to run down Emma's face, quickly are got up to run past her mom, with her head hung.
Her mom watched her go, to turn to look to mew.
They eyed another for a moment, till mew turned back, to take a deep intake.
She then walked in to stand before him.
"Mew! You have no right to treat Emma like that! She did not mean to....."
Her deamnor softened has she looked mew over, he hung his head, fresh tears fell to the floor.
His mom sat next to him, to wrap an arm around..
"Mew..... What happened?"
Mew took in a deep, shaikly breathe to place his body to her chest to really cry.
"This..... Is all my fault......" He chocked up.
His mother brought a hand up to place to his head to stroke.
"Mew..... What are you talking about? Just because you sister said the word Boyfriend..... He shouldn't have acted like that..... Closeted or shy he....."
His mother peered her eyes to mew has he cried harder.
"Mom..... He is those things but......I lied to you... And dad..... We..... Were not in a relationship..... Just..... Living together.....I was..... Trying so hard to be patient with him.....I know he...... Likes me..... And not just for one reason...... But......I shouldn't have told you..... He was my boyfriend.....I promised him I..... Didn't tell you that......"
Her lips parted to sign.
"Oh.....mew...... You lied and broke your promise?"
Mew nodded.
"I...... Wanted us to be in a...... But......oh mom......I love him so much...... This is.... Hurting my heart..... I'm.... Sorry...... Please. Tell Emma I'm so sorry.....I didn't mean to be...."
His mother then rocked them.
"Shhhh......shhhh.....mew...... You need to take deep calming breathes......shhhh..... I'm here......"
Mew clutched the key in his palm, to bring up his hand to place it to her shoulder to cry even harder.
Awhile later, mew was to his side, his mother laying down, with a hand to his head, looking to him.
He wouldn't let go of the key.
"So....... Let me...... Get this straight. You two.....met in a gaming world, you didn't tell him you were a boy, neither did he ask, you two met, hit it off, things started to..... Move forward..... But he did tell you he was straight, but you two have, then he didn't seem to want you to go, even got jealous at you at times, so he gave you a key to move in, then because you lied to us about him being your boyfriend, which was told to him by your sister, he wants the key back and to never see you again?"
Mew nodded.
"More...... Or less....."
She took a deep breathe in.
"It..... Sounds like to me...... He is closeted mew..... But..... Why did you lie and tell us he was your boyfriend? This is your life...... Should have said you moved in with a friend."
Mew clutched his hand that had the key a bit harder.
"Mom...... You know.....I don't like to.... Lie.....I know him and I..... Were so much more....."
"I know mew, but if he told you not to tell anyone that, then you shouldn't have. Mew my baby, he probably feels heart broken too, and now probably can't feel has if he can trust you."
Mew closed his eyes, to take a deep breathe in.
"I..... Only did it..... Because he kept telling me..... We were only friends..... And..... Other things...... But......I know...... That's not all we are.........I..... Know your right.....I shouldn't have..... Broken his trust but...... That is how I see us......"
She nodded.
"That is how you see this relationship but mew....... Gulf it seems doesn't. You needed to talk to him about that, and how you truly felt."
"I...... Told him..... When we first met....I liked him and..... But..... He told me..... Not to.... Fall for him..... But mom.....I couldn't help it.....I...... Am completely in love with my gulfie......"
Tears then started to fall down once more.
She looked to mew with sorrow.
"Oh mew........ I'm so sorry......"
Mew shaikly breathed in.
"I..... Need to.... Call him.... Go to his....."
She shook her head.
"Mew..... Right now.... He needs time. You have to give it to him. He may say things he doesn't mean right now..... It'll just hurt you further."
Mew slowly opened his eyes to sit up to wipe his eyes.
His mother looked to him.
"Your.... Right....I..... Just want to..... Make it up to him.....I..... Didn't mean any harm.....I..... Just love him..... So much..... I've never felt this way with any of my ex's....."
"Then mew..... Give him time. Then when you meet up, be nothing but honest. Either you will become something more or...... Maybe it's time to move on...."
Mew took his hands away to look to his mother with horror. She shrugged.
"I'm sorry mew...... But that's life. Either you can become boyfriends or..... He may not want to now..... Either way..... Be nothing but honest."
Mew turned his head to hang to nod.
She breathed in deep to wrap her arms around.
"Whatever happens mew...... Your family is here. We love you.'
Leaning back they both looked to the other.
Nodding, she got up to look to him with a small smile to close the door.
He opened his hand to look to the key.
I'll...... Give you time my gulfie......
Clutching once more he brought his hand, closed to his mouth, to close his eyes.
I'll...... Give you time.......I love you gulf......I love you too my core..... I'm sorry...... So sorry..... Please..... Please...... Give me another chance....I.... Don't want to live without you...... You are my.... Everything......