cyber miscommunication

thought the worse

The next couple of days for gulf was pure torture, plain and simple.
He ended up, putting his phone back together that morning to find a list of texts expressing how deeply sorry mew was.
Gulf hated himself more, but ignored them all, re thinking there friendship, he felt mew was too good for him.
By Saturday, gulf just wanted to keep his mind occupied so he picked up a double shift. He didn't have mew to lean on and couldn't turn his computer on, afraid that he might be on it.
Gulf felt terrible he was acting this way but he thought it was for the best, he didn't deserve such a kind and gentle person and soul such has mew, but that line of thinking didn't mean he stopped thinking of him, every second was filled with thoughts of him and missing him like crazy.
By now there would be getting ready for the club and mew would help to then look him over to say, "I'm a miracle worker, you look cute even for a straight boy."
Gulf smirked at that memory has he fixed the machine while being crouched down.
Leaning away, he signed to whip his forehead that was saturated in sweat to then  stand eyeing.
Mmm, that should do it.
Walking over to him, his boss looked to the machine then to gulf.
"Good job, it is working again. I know you planned for a double but, it's 5pm, you can go."
Gulf gulped to look to his boss.
"It's really okay, I can stay and...."
The boss shook his head to turn parting.
"Go home. Your over working yourself." He lightly chuckled.
Gulf gritted his teeth to sign again.
He knew why he was over indulging in work.
Turning, he went to the jobs locker room, to go to his, to look around, even though that one employee was fired gulf still made sure no one was around him when he undressed.
Taking his back pack out, he placed his work clothes in to down on his comfort clothes to then shut the locker a bit in anger.
He wished to be at the club, but to be with mew.
Gulf didn't understand this line of thinking.
Did I miss my friends this much when they had gotten into relationship? I honestly can't remember, haven't spoken to them in a bit. Why do I miss mew so much?
Shaking his head, gulf needed to go to the corner store, to pick up something for a lonely dinner by himself.
Leaving the work place, gulf walked to the grocery street to pick up a few things, has he eyed the sales women placing the things into the sack, he signed.
Usually mew would be there at his door, sitting, awaiting for gulf to come back with whatever, he never complained.
Mmm, what is your favorite food? We have been talking and I'm each other's lives for the passed 6 almost 7 months and I don't even know, we also....
Gulfs eyes widen, to then look to the women who brought up the bag with a smile.
"Here you go."
Gulf nodded to then grab the bag to turn.
Walking down the street, he kept his head hung to sign.
I'm..... Not really a good friend am I? Don't even know his favorite food, what month his birthday is, his real likes and dislikes. We just would usually talk of trival things and he would be so invested in me and my work plus the game.
To a sidewalk where he had to walk across, he eyed the button sullenly.
I know some things about him, but not the important things, god......I really am a God awful friend, he deserves better.
Looking across the street, his eyes went went has he looked to a flower shop.
He saw mew coming out, with a long steamed rose, what made Gulfs eyes really go wide was the fact he was not alone.
Gulf saw mew coming out with a smile to turn, then a girl accompany him, holding onto his person.
Gulfs eye brows furrowed in anger.
"What the hell!" He whispered to himself.
Thought he was gay!? What the hell is he don't with a girl!? She looks young.....
Gulf hung his head to dart his eyes seeing red.
He couldn't understand what he just saw, it didn't make sense.
Is mew...... Straight now? Is he..... Dating a girl?
Anger turned to sadness, his heart started to sink, tears welled in his eyes.
The only thing gulf could really think about was, is he happy with them? Are they treating him better then the way I treated him? Are they...... Being physical?
Gulf peered his eyes up, to walk depressed to his apartment, this was hurting his heart for reasons unknown to him, but oddly knew, just didn't want to admit too. He didn't know why seeing that was feeling like someone was stabbing him in the heart.
Walking up the stairs absentmindedly, gulf was trying his best not to cry, at least till he got into his apartment and could analyze the situation at hand.
To his door, seeing shoes, he looked up a bit to see mew was there sitting, with his back to the door, looking to gulf with a huge smile.
Turning his body, he grabbed something, coming back he stood, to hold out the rose.
Gulf looked to it, questions swarmed in his head.
Mew cocked his head to the side, he then raised his eye brows has the minutes ticked by. Mew took a deep breathe in..
"Gulf.....I know a flower..... Can not express how sorry I am for....."
Gulf looked to mew with anger.
"Shouldn't....... You be giving this to your..... Girlfriend?"
Mew raised an eye brow, to then look gulf over confused.
"Girlfriend? What are you talking about? You know I'm....."
Gulf hung his head to grip the plastic bag to his hand.
"I saw you mew! You were..... Coming out from the flower shop with them...... Don't try to lie!"
He interrupted to then look to mew, who lowered the flower a bit to chuckle.
"I'm..... Hahaha.... Sorry..... Trying not to laugh but gulf..... Hahaha......oooh gulfie.....I didn't know you saw that...... That is my sister Emma, she wanted to get out of the house, since she spent the whole week in there. So she came with me, helped pick out a flower then I had her take a taxi home while I drove over here. She is all better now and thriving. Wish I saw you..... Could have intro....."
Mews eyes widen, he placed his arms to either side of himself.
Gulf had stepped forward to wrap his arms around his neck to hug.
Mew turned his head slightly, to then bring up his arms to wrap around his back.
"Gulf?"
Gulf took a deep breathe in.
"I've..... Missed you so much mew...... Seeing you..... With them....." Gulf signed.
"Only thing I could hear was you telling me were just friends and could sleep with anyone.......I thought the two of you....."
Mew made a disgusted face.
"Eeeew gulf..... Just gross...."
Gulf lightly chuckled.
"I didn't know she was your sister."
"She is also 14 almost 15 and a girl, bleh....."
Leaning back, the two looked to another.
"Gulf.....I have been extremely busy, if I haven't been able to see you, what makes you think I would be with another?"
Gulf nodded.
Taking a hand down from being wrapped to his neck, gulf placed it to his cheek to then look to his lips. They then parted. Mew was a bit confused with this.
"Mmm, what is your favorite meal mew?"
Mew raised an eye brow.
"Anything with sea food, why are you...."
His eyes widen has gulf placed his lips to mews.
Parting, gulf leaned away to go to the door to unlock, turning he looked to mew.
He was standing still, eyes blinked rapidly trying to figure out what just happened.
Gulf then grabbed his hand to pull a bit, mew looked to him, with raised eye brows.
"I really have missed you. I have sea food in The fridge, let me make you something delicious. Come on."
Gulf turned to pull mew along, mew hung his head to smile. Has the door shut, the two couldn't keep there hands off the other.
Gulf was not thinking, just acted.
Instead of eating a sea food dinner, the two consumed one another, blissfully.